Saturday, November 06, 2004
- 10:45 PM
im so scare...realli veri scare...
i juz ate my lunch and b4 that...i had my cca.... that was the worst part...veri guai...everytime when it is sundae...i am alwaes looking 4ward to the cuming saturdae....but....when it is sat liao....i dun feel like goin to tkd....haiZ...wat should i do... there is a guy whom i realli like alot... abit too old 4 me... i wanted to 4get him and my feelings towards him...but the more i tink....the more i am not willinly to do it....how..??i oso do not have the courage to speak to him... since juz now....im realli scare...hope that it will not happen at all....or else i will find there is no meanin to.....ah...nvm....
now that i have the ren wo ao you the song....i wan the lyrics...haha....so..ssoo....dun noe how to sae...
01:12 pm
AHH!!! i had enough....if tis dun quickly pass...i sure die 1....haiz...dunno do wat shyt....everything oso cannot...die...sleepy sia...feel like disappearing...away frm everything...though i noe it is like runnin away frm the prob....if not then do wat..?rack my brains...later i kee siao....muz take care of them...sec 1 still need to use them...so much feelings stuck in me again..hate it...if wu qing better...no feelings...wunder how it is like...dun need to worry so mani things...and till recently....i realised that love can be so painful...so painful...and selfish...and mani things...but without love...life would be veri dull, boring...and meaningless...haiZ...--END--(if not im goin to fall asleep and drool..haha..jk)
b4 i got....MY NEIGHBOUR GAVE BRITH TO A BABY BOY TIS MORNING!!! AAHHAAHA...so happy 4 'em..<--*siao*
(i oso actually wanna tok to him)
about myself
pamela``
capricorn
monkey``[with bare buttocks!]
01011993``
top of list:MUSIC!!
money``
sea
fun
roller-blading``
badminton``
singing~~~~~
drawing!!`
comics
taekwondo
top of list:SMELLY SIMON
2nd of list:LKK
school``
lessons
hypocrites``
roti prata``
getting fat
no money``
not getting what i want``
really big attitude ppl
ge dou tian wang cd and dian shi yuan shen dai
to be friends with all the taiwan singers!
more money and cds
good grades``
go to melbourne again
wake up and smell the morning breakfast smell back in the house in mel.
to be able to see snow``
a condo with stairs``
high school musical music cd``
more taiwan idol dramas``
6B'04 CLASS GATHERING!![see this 6B ppl!]
a guy[boyfriend]to pamper me
dog; or
hamster; or
guinea pig as pet``
finally: to kick simon in the ass
