Monday, February 28, 2005
- 4:16 PM
really really happy for him.. hope the others did well too..well.. i know one person not though..
THAT SIMON IS REALLY CREEPIN ME.. that S.O.A.B.. saw him durin recess..think he look so handsome lai dat.. comb his hair[frindge]infront.. down the forehead.. see le.. wan to vomit..if i can.. i will stomp right infront of him.. kick him.. scold vulgars words straight into his face.. arghXx...
so shocked.. when see i passed my literature test.. 5 marks lesser and i will only jux pass.. but 5 more marks then i full marks..lolX..now im really worried for my science chem.. i mean.. compounds and mixtures.. elements.. wth??!! i cant get all the information into my brain.. to think that i love science alot when i was in primary sch..haiXxx.. if secondary work is alot easier..i think i dun need to revise or read textbk to prepare for.. test..class test..[i dunno if im goin to fail my d'n't test]simin jux now told me she saw yc..YC!!!!!!
i.. wun mind.. if my nightmares really start[im quite dammit to think.. so..far].. as long as he's happy..i dont mind havin 1 000..1 000 000 nightmares..
Sunday, February 27, 2005
- 1:24 PM
lolX.. veri funny.. ytd my family and i watch the nc 16 freddy vs jason.. or jason vs freddy.. forgot le.. my bro and i got so freak out by the killin.. cant get to sleep at niteX.. for me.. i think half an hour to one hour then fell asleep.. dont dare to open the eyes.. finally sleep.. 2 plus..comin to three.. woke up.. i switch on my handfone to check what time(i no clock in bedrm.. wastin space..lolX..)2 plus!!! i was like.. what??!! 2+ ONLY!!?? go check on my parents and brother.. lolX.. then went back to bed.. heard my brother call my name.. he told me keep havin dreams.. slp..wake up..slp.. wake up.. i was so so tired.. i told myself.. i dont care.. be it freddy or jason.. im goin back to sleep..finally slept..soundly.. early mornin.. dunno what time.. i was dreamin.. wake up.. i said to myself" OMG..FREDDY.." my mom was laughin when we 2 told her ..
my brother tmr exams... haiZz.. exams make me wanna faint..
Saturday, February 26, 2005
- 4:46 PM
he's always in sp.. i mean.. now i'll hardly have the chance to chat with him..nvm.. i shant be bothered anymore.. i still have other frens to chat with..
omg.. goin to rain..omgomgomg.. THE WEATHER IS MEANT FOR YTD!! WHY TODAY??!! if ytd rain.. we would not need to run anymore..! arghX.. some more now so cold.. need to hide under blanket..hahaX..
this [[mornin-afternoon]] change the template.. only take abt 2 hrs.. so fast..then after that eat lunch.. watch tv.. sleep...*oink oink*the whole time i sleep... can hear my mom and bro shoutin to each other from room to room.. his and my rm.. jux beside each other only.. still need to do that.. cant have a peaceful slp.. wake up.. eyes still wan to close lai dat.. feel like goin to sleep again.. in this weather.. *zzzzzz*
Friday, February 25, 2005
- 9:47 PM
think i nearly collapse at the fnishin point..my side was very pain.. near the finishin line..i was kind of groanin in pain.. jux now go out eat dinner.. eat finish.. can feel still abit pain.. whole body very uncomfortable..
startin.. dunno why so unlucky.. jiayi hurt her ankle.. got to run amost to the begginin to tell those doin duty(forgot they call what).. wasnt abit angry at all.. but i was the last one.. LAST.. only manage to overtake a few groups(5-7students)..cos they walkin.. so i took the chance to overtake them.. dun wan let them go pass me.. i ran.. b4 they get any nearer to me.. i sometimes really wish to ask them if they could spare me some water..lolX.. im happy with myself..i didnt give up..and able to finish the run.. after that go juntion 8.. mcdonalds.. we all buy the large fries..hahaX..
soon.. soon.. my nightmares will come..kind of scare actually..
Thursday, February 24, 2005
- 5:33 PM
today we no talk.. after yesterday evenin.. haiZz.. nvm.. if he wan that..
jux now crystal growin.. geraldine took the wrong one.. theirs so big sia.. very beautiful.. too bad ours isnt as big as theirs..lolX.. after stay back in cabin.. with my classmates.. didnt know mattew once play sp..ONCE..say his sword highest lvl is ONLY 20..
in the cabin get to know ana slightly better.. we jux talk abt out pri sch.. i was so shocked when she said that she was in 1E back in unity.. i was too!!! then ask her if she remember desmond.. then jia en.. say he went to swiss cottage.. if i ever go in.. i may be able to see him.. monitor.. hmm.. ana and i couldnt recognise each other.. we 2 change alot.. so.. too bad..wonder which sch desmond and bryan go to.. hope they are doin well..hahaX.. heard that jia en very clever.. i better stop.. or i will go on talkin abt him.. 3 guys.. those three guys reminds me of last time my msn nick.. those 3 guys.. i broke desmond eraser..?? either desmond or bryan.. boy.. they werent at least abit angry with me..lolX..
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
- 7:21 PM
i somehow got the feelin that he doesnt ---- -- anymore.. the feelin that tell me so is kinda strong.. haiX..
im so stupid... bath le.. 2 3 hrs gocyclin.. then later need to bath again.. long time nv cycle.. then all of a sudden go.. the feelin so weird..the wind "bang" onto you..ytd aunty say today go back collect.. then the uncle say tmr then come back.. no free sia.. but i still prefer badm.. nth beats the sound of the racket hittin the shuttlecock.. so shiock..lolX..
im so jealous.. he this few days so happy.. while i've got to stare at the books.. and read.. muscles on face cannot move.. dont wan me to smile..arghX.. so difficult.. T-T..
jux now eat the prawns.. wa piang!! im in heaven.. but crabs still come 1st.. i remember last time reunion dinner my bro try one octopus.. or squid.. take one tinnie winnie bite then spit it out.. hahaX.. so funny..
Monday, February 21, 2005
- 7:20 PM
omg.. i'm takin a hell time workin on this blog.. do le then nv go find him in sp.. hey.. sorry horX..
today so far the best subjects: art then chem.. like chem becos got do practical work.. for art.. as usual..laugh alot.. that hw so disgustin..brain sot sot one.. talkin abt art.. i still haben finish drawin.. lolX..
i put the tag-board for bai mei.. if not that area veri plain..
whole week tests..first time class tests study..not hardworkin lorX.. jux scared that fail.. remember the veri 1st test in secondary sch.. art.. fail..lolX.. but managed to get 18/20 for the so call "retest".. study till brain wan burst liao.. btw.. van.. be patient.. i dunno how to tell you via msn.. typin to tell you is veri de difficult.. when meet de shi hou then i teach you.. if can kk..
Sunday, February 20, 2005
- 1:19 PM
!??! use the home toilet oso need $$ ??!! wth..
ytd the chingay.. borin sia.. one of the best is the startin of the parade.. got the firecrackers.. so loud..then got another one.. the dragon.. yah.. dragon.. after whole thingy end.. got disco..on the road.. my bro wan dance~~ ..haiZz.. sunday le.. sunday means tmr got sch.. got sch means there will be more tests.. jux now read the history textbk..cannot concentrate.. cos listenin music.. but(i think)i finally get all the information glue to my brain..haben study for lit.. tmr lit test.. instead of studyin for lit.. go read history.. i think i got alot of time to waste..-.-"
how to help her..? i can only laugh..
Saturday, February 19, 2005
- 10:43 AM
jonathan scared i block him..? lolX.. i've never block any one b4.. except once.. kenneth..
hahaX.. really regret say dont wan watch the movie yesterday.. so funny..especially the part when the sissy call the police and hospital(durin emergencies).."thank you for calling the police hotline. For english, please press 1. For chinese, please press 2. *press 2* For robberies, please press 1. For molest case, please press 2. For sucide, please press 3 *press3* for jumping off into the sea, please press 1. For jumping off the building, please press 2" "Thank you for calling the Singapore General Hospital. For english, please press 1. For chinese, please press 2. *press 2* For .." forgot le.. but until" For nose bleed.." that sissy say pek cek ah.. so funny.. mom say in the morning wake up can remember this she laugh.. another part.. not really a part.. the fortune teller.. the police man.. the guy who do black magic.. the producer of the stage performance(i think is illegal) all same person.. heard one man said.."you shi zhe ge ren" hahaX.. wan go watch a second time..start laughin all over again.. hahha
Friday, February 18, 2005
- 5:47 PM
i wish that it isnt from 2.30-4.. but 2.30-6.. siao right?? but best is forever..
today receive the maths test paper.. im the lowest of the top.. hahaX.. the last 40+.. got 41/50.. bad sia.. should be 47.. careless mistake..arghX.. ..gtg.. watch movie.. i dont wan go le.. but still must..
Thursday, February 17, 2005
- 6:33 PM
today come home from sch.. bring back the crystal.. then home downstairs pass by the liang ting.. got funeral.. everytime see this funeral.. i will be reminded of my late grandfather.. really miss him alot.. remember young that time he used to buy ice-cream for me and my bro.. eat finish then will ask for more..hahaX..
cant wait for sat.. go watch chingay.. tmr oso.. come back from concord go watch movie at jurong point.. not only that.. most likely can see the maths results.. hope i will do well.. if miss..nono..mdm koh can mark everything by today.. hahaX..
Wednesday, February 16, 2005
- 6:02 PM
u dun wan the frenship?! I ALSO DON'T WANT.. U GET THAT CLEAR..
i wan to apologise to him.. well.. he didnt give me the chance.. but nvm.. i wont ever think of that anymore.. i nv regret sayin that yesterday niteX...lovin you is a bullshit thing now..
YOU'RE SELFISH.. u jux wan to know what she told me.. HAVE CONSIDER MY FEELINS?! i guess not.. u jux wan to know.. and i reckon u must hate me now.. well.. great.. i will treat everything(the past few days what u told me)as if i nv know before.. im sufferin.. u wan to know..? fine! i tell you that's it..i dont care anything now..she told me you look for her when you are very luan.. not luan than no find(when u dont not what to do..).. u ask her whether the love you gave me is the brother kind or the other kind(i dont know if its true)..she ask you on valentine's day got go out with me.. u said no.. say u felt that im keepin something from you(which i didnt.. becos it was before i know i have maths ct)and some more.. if im not wrong.. and before u go on hatin me.. i jux wanna say .. im sorry
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
- 5:55 PM
im happy for nth.. funny horX..??i wont say anything... bout him.. or someone related to him will be very unlucky de.. i've got to admit.. stimes.. er..er..erm..admit nth.. cant say..tmr maths test.. still haben study.. hahaX.. if tmr got dental appointment sure veri rush de.. then i dont need eat my lunch le..nvm.. skip one meal wont die.. recess at most only eat lorX..haiX..first day at new "place".. not nice one.. all the guys and gals not funny de.. left right front back boys..north-east gal.. north-west gal..south-east gal..south-west gal..nice arrangement sia.. today the principal read the letter through PA system.. her voice sound so pathetic..oops..=X..
im so jealous of jiayi..yesterday go park walk with her boyfriend.. so jealous...
he's askin me to be his stead jux becos he's lonely.. WTH??and talkin alot of rubbish..
Monday, February 14, 2005
- 5:33 PM
hah hah..hah hah.. happy valentine!!(nearly forgot how to spell)..perhaps i should change my mind on not celebratin valentines.. hahaX..*nuts*
chattin with kenneth now.. think he got scolded by his crush's father.. hahaX.. jux went bangin his head.. i dont believe.. then say what wan him to bang until coma.. he's cursin himself.. told him muz be thick skin.. go ask her out.. shy sia he.. lolX.. im so happy~~ even though i got a pile of h/w.. but finish le..
i so hate hate miss loh.. tmr need to change seat(in groups..nono.. rows..)for 2 weeks.. IM SURROUNDED BY BOYS!!! ARGHX!!kenneth's cutttin himself.. jux now what.. say wanna woo me.. hahaX..but he's jokin only.. i think so anyway.. lolX.. cant wait for hoildays..
Sunday, February 13, 2005
- 9:14 PM
today go uncle danny's house..goin to some one's house means got ppl.. got ppl means got adults.. got adults means that's angbaos..angbaos means $$.. MUAHAHAH~~ $_$
next time i wont sms him again.. dunnno when would be the next time i disturb him.. or wake him up from his "nap"(his nap is xtremly long) haiX..recently.. i dunno why.. i..erm..ER..EERRR.. think of him??-.-"yesterday niteX he told me sthing that nearly make my heart come out.. and i have my reasons for not wantin to meet him.. not avoidin.. i wont dare to do that..later everything start all over again..next week got common tests le.. so scared i will not get good grades.. must study hard..but 1st i've got to take him out of my head.. or i'll nv be able to concentrate.. valentines tmr.. dont wan to celebrate.. and i wont ever wan to celebrate..never..today as usual.. in low sprits... wanna talk to him yet he's havin his nap.. woke him up..dunno if im kind of a pest who keeps disturbin him..
Saturday, February 12, 2005
- 8:54 PM
3 things im stressed over: friends..love.. and today..
they are the 1st batch of friends whom i really regret knowin.. wish i didnt know them.. but.. what's done.. no one can change..make me forget today..
i wonder when's the next time u gonna tell me u dont like me AGAIN.. and this time.. i cant take it.. really had enough.. and till now.. i still dunnoe wan to believe u anot..
not happy today..
Thursday, February 10, 2005
- 11:10 AM
great.. my comp wrong timein cannot use.. dammit.. either the switch on or the wire got prob.. arghX..
still haben go visit my tai ma.. normally go on 1st day de.. dunno why become the 2nd day since last chinese new yr..durin the cny celebration at rgt.. the best part is when got lion dance.. rawks like hell man.. yesterday play black jack.. cant play at grandma house.. lose $$.. lolX..my bro and i cant play.. BUT.. back at our house.. (with jocelyn+her siblings+father) my bro and i won.. i only a little bit.. my bro.. if im not wrong is $14.. win my mom's money.. haha..and at my ah ma's house.. i've been flatter by my da gu husband.. hahaha..
*fingers cross* hopin my mom will go play majong.. by i doubt it.. nv.. still got chance.. as long as the day is not over yet..
Sunday, February 06, 2005
- 1:14 PM
im so so so pissed off by my bro.. watever games i d/l.. he will wan to d/l oso(i cant even have my own freedom to d/l what i wan..everything in the end my bro will d/l.. u see all the games are the same..).. d/l till comp siao.. keep laggin..long ago i d/l the ROSE online.. then he.. needless to say.. oso wan to d/l.. d/l le.. play.. find it keep laggin.. then wan to use my comp to play.. askin too much sia.. his own comp he do until lai dat.. not my fault.. wan to what.. use mine.. have to let him.. one time when i was on the phone with my cousin.. the main telephone need to be charged.. battery goin to flat..so i use my bro's one(my bedrm cannot put phone.. mine the main one)he keep checkin on me.. cannot touch this..cannot touch that..not even the keyboard..then if he use.. im goin to stay in my bedroom(the whole time he usin) and check on him..becos of his one really bad habit.. i not that free sia..then have to cut short to let him use..let him use that's it.. im so sick of him keep askin me.. jux now read hs blog.. he nv ask.. then go tell my mom pamela dont let me use( i think..) WHAT THE CRAP!!??even if he did ask.. i never hear at all..!!there's music.. and i turn it really loud.. if he nv d/l the ROSE online all this tingys will not happened.. im so so...ARGHX..!!im gonna complain whatsoever blah blah in my blog.. diary i lazy to write.. except if i cant use comp and i really wan to say it out.. before i burst.. AARRGGHH!!!!!!!!
- 11:44 AM
she said he likes me.. he said he think he doesnt mean it when he said he doesnt like me.. wtheck?? im positive he doesnt... i will leave everything to fate..
dammit..one plus stomachache.. need go toilet two times sia..then sore throat so pain.. swallow sliva need hold throat..
yesterday the reunion dinner got 7.. or rather 8 dishes.. i third one full liao.. but still manage to eat abit of the 4..nono..5 dishes.. lolX.. after dinner my stomach bloated.. Raine there oso.. she so cute~~saw her being embarrased.. turn away.. really make ppl smile.. feel like holdin her.. but dunno how.. i sucks at this kind of thing.. lol..i realised that nothin can be compared to the sound of laughter..it makes everyone happy.. im lookin forward to tonite.. another reunion dinner.. muahaha~~!! with jocelyn's family.. rachel's family.. to make it short.. with my mom's family.. except her eldest bro.. im so glad that he's not comin.. but it wont be like.."family"this time steamboat.. sure become pig.. must exercise.. 1 2 3 4.. 2 2 3 4.. 3 2 3 4.....back to my music.. lalala~~
Saturday, February 05, 2005
- 11:58 AM
long time no play gb le.. all my frens oso.. all play their own game.. me.. sp lorX.. except that i only go in take eles and code..=P
nite time reunion dinner with father's family.. dunno his eldest sis would be there..heck cares anyway..
i look weird when i bring my fringe up mehX..?i think i look better...lol.. but i got a high forehead.. so perhaps got fringe is better..haha..
( haiX.. J*(o^;^)=%V,A,N,E,S,S,A%=l*(o';'o)*i really love you but you juz dun belive... !!!(¯`v´¯)confusion...i only know we are impossble ..van siao siao le..)how to tell her??later only hurt her feelins sia.. love this guy.. like that guy.. then next dunno what..
i wanna go both houses..please let it be a sunday..
Thursday, February 03, 2005
- 8:20 PM
this weekend.. 2 reunion dinners.. maybe both at my house.. or one at restaurant.. one house..cant wait.. xy ask me wanna go church.. i dunno.. must check..
whoever go rgt come out le sure siao siao one.. today durin history.. i must thank one guy for helpin me.. not to sleep in class... "bye..lao bu" then close the door.. before that he and his fren in toilet laugh like lunatics.. everyone laugh lorX..then after that.. after the slide show.. ms loh(low?forgot le..-.-") got kamil to write sth on the board..im tryin not to laugh now..teacher repeat so many times liao.. he in the end only say"what??"nvm.. if dun understand nvm.. lolX..
omg.. the fire's gettin bigger.. too much wind i think.. at 1st is circle one..now one big patch.. fancy a fire in nite time..sure is ppl do one de.. but in the middle of the small forest? who goes in and light a fire..? i know!! criminals.. blah blah.. the KL train go slow slow.. hope by 10 fire will bo liao..
how..?should i go on monday..?god please help me.. tell me ans in my dream..
Wednesday, February 02, 2005
- 7:57 PM
omg.. im so confused.. should i go to my father's fren's house? or mr lee?? go with father can get more angbaos..but go mr lee de house can see everybody...haix..haiX..HAIX..
- 6:19 PM
one of the greatest one ever..
leg cramp.. hahaX..today special.. van came.. so im veri happy.. one thing..
he let me kick him.. while he slide back.. but i didnt touch him.. van spar with a guy.. that guy oso do the same thing.. walau??
i dunno why.. but why before post entry like got alot of things to type.. but.. once face this page.. i forget everything le.. now at lot one.. eat.. say youngest qing everyone or eldest?? i no $$ lehX.. so cannot.. hahaX..
when go his house.. i make sure he give me an ang bao of $100($_$)MUAHAHAHA~~
er.. btw.. ur sis number.. is u give urself one.. if im not wrong..=D
Tuesday, February 01, 2005
- 5:33 PM
hey jocelyn.. chill down man.. but base on how u describe her.. she stinks...-.-"
negative.. finally.. scare liao now.. must sit properly.. today not much of the "school" kind.. because of the check-up.. miss history(haha~~)and maths(woohoo~~!!).. but only one day..arghX.. and got the yr book 2004.. it feels so weird when u open the book.. so many pixs.. and as if like they are starin right at you.. so many faces.. a thousand million eyes..lolX.. i cant help laughin whenever i see that face(hs).. with the tie..even isaac cant help it.. he was laughin very de loud.. must tell him to hush a little..stinks.. tml got PE.. go......zzZZzzZZzZ..jk.. jux now slp le..ask me to sleep.. i open eyes wide wide for you..(im so jealous.. my bro's nero player..lolX)
