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Thursday, March 31, 2005

- 6:06 PM

haven add sth.. kx.. jess..told mr chow they dun wan simon to be the other bad guy... im so happy.. im flyin..but im still considerin..

- 4:55 PM

WHAT THE HECK IS WRONG WITH THIS BLOGGER??!!! I TYPE REALLY A LOT OF THINGS AND IT SAID IT HAD ENCOUNTERED A PROBLEM AND COULDN PUBLISH IT!!! damn this blog..
after recess got history.. ms low seems to be talking and smiling to herself.. i mean.. no one was payin attention[accept some like xuejing.. he able to answer her qn… wow.. bravo..]..and she’s really a weirdo.. recently.. she wanted us to write an essay on who u prefer as a king.. qin shihuang or tang taizong.. the next day.. that was when she gave us the notes on the two of the kings[textbk oreadi have.. what’s the diff on havin the notes or not..?].. and she said “ i wan u all to write an essay on who is the most effective king[or whatever]”.. it was totally diff from the 1st one she had said.. i was so so angry.. since i wasn’t like those who leave their hw till the last min.. i finish my essay liao.. and she said that.. wastin my time.. but i dun care.. i jux hand in.. skip mt lesson.. nth happen.. maths.. ahh..yes.. MATHS.. simon.. the S.O.A.B.. for no reason[i dunno he got do to the other classes.. but i reckon yes].. he got to pick on kx.. jess.. and my class.. forgot le.. but if memory no fail.. few days ago.. he spit ice into his class.. went straight into jess class and tell teacher to scold her class.. for me.. im luckier.. he jux open the windows.. since i was sittin near the window..i told him“can you play with the windows?!” “hot..hot lahX..” with actions somemore.. got the urge to get out of the classrm.. kick him straight into the ass.. and scream vulgar words into his face.. @#!?*&%$@! and today.. jess de i dunno.. but simon said eh eh to us.. mine happened ard 1+.. omg.. my face was hot.. i didn’t respond to him.. of course.. but it was really diff to concentrate after tat.. cant stand him any more.. muz have my revenge..

Tuesday, March 29, 2005

- 8:52 PM

i only got half an hour to sign in.. hopin that he would be online.. so can chat.. i dun wanna sms.. my sms limit burst.. it is a confirm.. i dun wanna use.. this mornin i ask my mom to help me keep handphone.. until receive the bill[but never in the end].. few days later after 10 april.. haiXz.. even if go over the limit.. i hope it wun be much.. i wan to cry.. one day no talk to him is a torture.. *sob*.. hmm..1 msg wun kill right??
jux now go bp plaza.. after that go my ah ma house.. meiling kuku come back from taiwan!!! i so happy.. she bought me the tai yang bing... yum yum..lolX.. if ming zhu kuku was there.. along with her three sons and her husband... it would be like a family reunion... a really big one.. it feels so warm.. hahaX.. and Raine.. so cute.. keep sweatin.. meiling kuku this sunday goin back taiwan.. so sadX.. we may be sendin her to airport.. dunno when can see her again... next yr.. probably.. hope she will be present durin chinese new yr..
*SOB*

Monday, March 28, 2005

- 5:39 PM

ever heard some1 makin a coffin for a crystal..?? well.. i jux did that.. hahaX..
that is for presentin the crystal.. weird eh.. make coffin.. then arnd the "coffin".. i paste black cat.. bat.. pumkin..ghost.. then got balloon..wine.. to celebrate its death.. lolX.. the bed is made of salt.. salt mixed with coloured chalk.. mom told me dua kim say mix salt with the powder of colour chalk.. salt will have colour..
today art lesson.. wow.. interestin.. i've got to ask nicky to tell me what to do.. he got super brain... hahaX.. my grp stressin mdm fazelah.. then while goin back home.. mux stop awhile sia.. leg ache like hell... then back at home.. stand for a while need to sit.. haiZx.. so noob..

Overprotected

I need time, love, joy I need space, loveI need... me

Action!

Say hello to the girl that I am

You're gonna have to see through my perspective

I need to make mistakes just to learn who I am

And I don't wanna be so damn protected

There must be another way

'Cause I believe in taking chances

But who am I to say

What a girl is to do God I need some answers...

[CHORUS]:

What am I to do with my life?

(You will find it out don't worry)

How am I supposed to know what's right?

(You just gotta do it your way)

I can't help the way I feel

But my life has been so overprotected

I tell them what I like, what I want and what I don't

But everytime I do, I stand corrected

Things that I've been told, I can't believe what I hear about the world

I realize I'm overprotected

There must be another way

'Cause I believe in taking chances

But who am I to say

What a girl is to do God I need some answers...

CHORUS

I need time... love... I need space

*I don't need nobody telling me just what I wanna

What I what what what I'm gonna do about my destiny

I say no, no... nobody's telling me just what I wanna... do do

I'm so fed up with people telling me to be someone else but me...

CHORUS

repeat *

CHORUS

Sunday, March 27, 2005

- 5:19 PM

haiZx.. mornin.. big mess..
ytd ask simin to send me the "Overprotected" song.. cos i was in the videocodes the webby.. go to britney spears de.. saw the song.. remember last yr after PSLE got concord idol.. my class dance to this song.. haiXx.. i miss you guys..later dad goin to weddin dinner.. a relative de.. but i dunno who.. well.. i dun care..
so fast today sunday le.. soooo fassstt... this friday concord got sports day rehearsal???i wan go see~~.. but cannot i think.. rehearsal[??] durin curri time i think... and would end bout 12++.. i know.. cos im expert.. hahX.. me got go b4.. p5 and 6..
hmm.. mrs lee goin to give birth le.. or.. has she given birth..? i calculated.. it should be in this month.. she comin back in november i think.. if i can i will sure go visit her.. hahaX..

Thursday, March 24, 2005

- 5:12 PM

so sadX.. today last day crystal growin.. and lesson ended early.. some ppl de crystal really very big.. then today gerald and me do the poster.. suppose to do it durin the hoildays.. but nv.. so have to do in sch.. do until so ugly.. lucky teacher juliana say next week tuesday then hand in the poster and crystal..i go do a new one.. while my fren in charge of the photographs and the candle to put the crystal[see le is like a candle havin a blur flame].. saw my fren de poster.. so niccceeee.. black colour vanguard sheet.. "crystal growin report" the words write in gold and red.. then use hand[i think][becos got the shiny thingy]go.. how to say?? like..hmm.. smear it? rub it..? rub it down.. whole 3 words stand out..so cool..
man.. i've this habit.. if i really like some1.. i cant concentrate on anything..though in sch is not like this.. i would be too bz tryin to stay awake..

[5.36]
i cant play sp.. dunno why no mood to..
i wanna go!!! i wan to go with them!!! ='( .. im stuck in this miserable house.. under the same roof as my bro..

Tuesday, March 22, 2005

- 3:53 PM

mood: NO GD!!![and i think will last for days.. as long as im at home]

[I HATE TODAY.. SO MANY BAD NEWS.. PROJECTS COMIN UP.. TESTS.. and.. THE NEWS..]

ytd whole time playin sp or on msn.. forgot abt bloggin..
yesterday-
got kind of shock and surprise.. mr chow my physics teacher.. ah.. who cares.. then recess time saw simon.. psycho simon.. he put ice into his mouth then go throw at ppl.. whoever make him prefect or chairperson/vice chair got cock eye.. hmph! durin pse lesson got the BGR talkshop-datin..
today-
got physics lesson.. time pass very fast.. dunno why.. history lesson.. wanna slp.. the teacher think we got super brain.. can remember eveything..maths lesson.. got fire drill.. last up to recess time.. in field me with frens pluck the grass[sthing which looks like wheat].. pluck the little thingys.. oso at the same time sayin"he loves me, he loves me not".. quite a number of positive.. little negative.. no more wheat thingy.. go pluck the grass out.. after recess b4 go back class.. wan to slap kx mouth.. he got alot of damn crap lately.. think all so funny..
haiZx.. really really dunno what to do.. one have.. but dun wan de thingy.. another one dun have.. i get what i wan.. but in the end not happy.. not on my side though.. not happy for the person/s.. someone go with me far far away.. an endless field.. and.. scream..dun ever come back..too..

Sunday, March 20, 2005

- 4:43 PM

4+ le.. *sobX.. tmr sch reopen.. im so jealous .. jealous of those who do not need to go to sch le.. *keyboard wet*sch suxs..sch suxs..sch suxs.. suxs suxs suxs.. holidays doesnt look like one.. when say hoildays.. it should mean that no need to go sch.. no hw.. holidAY means break.. i hate hate sch.. sch reopen need to stay back for remedial.. say as remedial.. as if like results very lousy.. need to stay back for extra classes..[am i complainin??]am i kind of ridiculous to ask tat qn last niteX..?? i kind of still have my doubts.. he/she mux have been the 1st person to be asked so many qns of the same kind by me..haiZxx.. really regretted askin.. let me say last time.. sorry..

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( ,'o')'o', )LoVe

(,,)(")(")(")YoU
*MuAcKzX*

FEELIN:regretful

7.48pm

jux now go out.. i think abt the past.. for once.. im thinkin bout.. my.. attitude..kind of.. hated myself for that kind of stupid dumb attitude.. dunno why the heck i would do or say those kind of things.. they're right.. i stimes really wanna .. oh.. forget it..[sorry]

shouldn have follow them go out.. they eat the food all i cannot eat.. temptin me.. yesterday told myself im ready for the third hole.. hahaX..so sianZzx..

Friday, March 18, 2005

- 4:14 PM

*bang bang!! there.. two holes in ur ears for you.. hahaX.. jux now go lot 1.. i say say today wan go pierce another extra hole in each ear.. 51% only mean.. then really go pierce.. compare to last time.. seh.. alot more painful.. the 1st one aunty help me change to ear stick.. i hope the dm wun scold me.. mux dong many many holes.. esp the part with the soft bone.. i oso wan pierce.. but bone lehX.. will very pain de..*scream ..
dunno still wana go back concord for tkd.. got "kick out"..*sobX.. i was so happy.. when jux outside concord.. i said" im home at last!!" how they ever can tolerate the way trainin was taught at concord?? rgt still nicer.. better..alot times better..
[jux now at lot one saw patrick[biao ge].. with his gf and 2 of his guy frens.. dunno at 1st got see me anot.. but at arcade there confirm saw me one.. look straight can see le.. notice they oso hold hands.. lolX..]
*is wishin for some1 too much..?? if not.. i would be wishin for 2 guys.. one.. my grandfather.. another... is.. i..s..is.. him..*

Thursday, March 17, 2005

- 6:34 PM

i know sth.. i wanna slp.. ZZzzZZzz..still haven finish my chinese bk review.. read the book only abt.. 1/6 only..?? i dun understand the first few pages.. how to continue.. hmm.. that's a bad start..
tmr.. friday le.. so fast.. school reopenin.. i hate sch.. if i were to like sch.. it would be only concord.. i miss that sch.. how many weeks never go le..?? 2-4 weeks?? maybe.. tmr is my chance.. 9.30am.. but have to wake up so early..
jux now go watch movie.. HITCH.. i oso wanna watch son of the mask and a/the?? series of unfortunate events.. after the movie go to northpoint shoppin centre.. i bought the small bottle to contain my crystal.. hahaX.. so nice.. sparklin blue colour crystals inside a transparent bottle.. but too bad.. bottle too small.. so maybe tmr i go lot one.. buy a bigger bottle or buy another similar one.. in sch the beaker still have... would have alot of small small one.. wonder how big the crystal grow le.. sure very big.. hope my partener and my one would be chosen for the awards day.. dream long long bahX..

Wednesday, March 16, 2005

- 1:16 PM

there's no such thing as make up one's own mind and hate their ownself right?
i dun feel myself lately.. as if like im tryin to be some1 else.. i hate it.. they are really great friends.. im tryin really badly to.. start to talk to them FIRST.. i wan to scream.. music cant calm me down now.. tell me what to do..

COME CLEAN

Let's go back
Back to the beginning
Back to when the earth, the sun, the stars all aligned

'Cause perfect didn't feel so perfect
Trying to fit a square into a circle
Was no lie
I defy

[chorus:]
Let the rain fall down
And wake my dreams
Let it wash away
My sanity
'Cause I wanna feel the thunder
I wanna scream
Let the rain fall down
I'm coming clean, I'm coming clean

I'm shedding
Shedding every color
Trying to find a pigment of truth
Beneath my skin

'Cause different
Doesn't feel so different
And going out is better
Then always staying in
Feel the wind

[chorus]

I'm coming clean
Let the rain fall
Let the rain fall
I'm coming clean

[chorus]

Let's go back
Back to the beginning

Tuesday, March 15, 2005

- 3:02 PM

3.02-
i wanna go out!! i so so bored at home.. should i have know.. i will go out.. with anyone..anywhere.. jux out of this place..[my inbox full.. again.. {hp}] [then email got this really huge junk.. nv dlte.. all ji nian ping from pri sch frens.. so miss thm dearly..]

3.28-
lookin at email.. forgot to press publish post..

4.58-
man.. im so worried.. really worried.. did my attitude suxs ytd???

Monday, March 14, 2005

- 8:00 PM

me.. haven bath[i dun wanna bath].. come back.. straight away eat dinner.. cos is herbal chicken.. dig all the meat out till no more.. so hungry.. now *oink oink* le.. hahaX.. leg.. so tired.. wish i still got play regularly.. if not i would not be so tired ezily.. haiXz.. and the way van play badm.. so funny!! =X everytime she cannot surf or hit the ball.. can see me laughin.. 2 on 2.. i was kind of so restless.. but 1 on 1 no.. 1 on 1 still the best..
dunno wanna go watch movie anot.. everyone like not free.. somemore my dad got free tickets.. haiZx..
oh ya.. saturday maybe goin back PU.. finish cyclin the whole island..*faints* told my parents i only go back to eat the crabs!!not to cycle!!

- 10:12 AM

later goin play badm.. so i cheng still got time use comp..
i dunno what i wanna do.. i..i.... i jux know that i wanna treasure the time he like me b4.. everythin change.. yesterday.. im really very stupid to say that.. and.. for once.. im really glad to stay on the 27th floor.. weird.. later.. i will try to act as if nth had happen..and if..it really happen.. i shall dun care.. on the outside.. i dun feel so eager to go later.. after ytd niteX..

Sunday, March 13, 2005

- 7:02 PM

i forgot to add sth.. while goin to PU.. i saw tkd ppl sehX.. so cool.. wish i can join them.. haiZx..

- 5:10 PM

haha.. today.. so tired.. me and bro say after bath wan go slp de.. now.. see.. face infront of comp..haiXz.. today go PU.. so fun.. go to changi jetty there.. take boat over.. so windy.. and i got splash.. my family laugh at me.. what so funny?? and.. dunno why so unlucky.. come back.. oso got splash.. all didnt get wet.. but me.. 1st thing.. after reach there.. i wanna get my buttocks on a bicycle.. lolX.. the slopes all so steep... my mom.. so funny.. my dad me and my bro.. go up slope[real steep] le.. nearly go up the whole thingy.. my mom.. still below pushin.. my dad ask us to go down.. i nearly spent all my energy jux to go up that slope.. and there he ask us to go down.. but go the other way.. still the same.. come back to the same place..see that slope.. weird eh.. PU.. no matter which direction you go.. u will come back to the same place eventually..so small sia the island.. say what big...-.-" hahaX.. got another thingy.. i was the 1st one.. cos i cycle damn fast.. saw cock????[=.=]crossin the path.. i was like jerkin my head and makin the sound that it make.. i thought it actually heard me.. and was like crossin faster over.. as if like got traffic light.. and it know traffic rules.. once green light blinkin faster cross.. and my bro.. funny still.. saw it[dunno if same one]cross over 2 times.. that thingy was "showin off".. then further up infront.. got dog.. see liao.. scared[me].. haha.. wanted to wait for the rest.. the dog cross over.. i thought this is my chance to cycle across.. nono.. cycle le.. the dog U-turn.. follow me!! i was startin to panick.. until come across a bend.. i cycle like hell.. hahaX.. weird hor..

Saturday, March 12, 2005

- 5:27 PM

11 march-
receive my results.. so lousy.. only manage to get 4 A1s.. *WAAAHH !!!!! d'n't lousiest.. i like d'n't.. but not the worksheets..haiX.. after sch.. go back home.. eat.. do hw.. go back sch again.. for the meet-the-parents session.. stupid sia.. talk abt results.. everytime results are the main subj btw teachers and parents[i reckon].. so paiseh.. all my marks are ard the average or jux slightly higher.. oh ya.. the remarks on my progress card.. "Pamela is a gentle and serious pupil who is well-liked by her classmates." !!! GENTLE!! SERIOUS!! i arent a gentle and serious pupil.. no way man.. as if like i will be serious in my work..

today-

on comp since what time..? 2+..?? i forgot..lunchtime i eat little bit only.. one thing.. i hate my teeth.. chew on that side..when wanna open mouth.. its so painful.. as if like the tooth follow go down[the teeth is on the top].. arghX.. and the meat so much fats.. *shiver*so fatty.. after lunch do my chinese bk review.. heng got the hans vision.. or i will have to write everything out.. but nvm.. i like my chinese words..lolX..the bk i borrow.. i feel like askin my father to read for me.. and tell me what's the story abt.. so chimn sia the words.. see liao blur blur..right.. so happy.. left this hw to do..

Thursday, March 10, 2005

- 5:53 PM

whole day.. cannot concentrate.. cos cannot laugh[muscles around stomach pain like hell..]and the way im sittin.. well not really.. i was hunchin.. sit straight.. for awhile.. bend... so dammit u noe..and today chinese lesson.. thought can listen music again.. but no have.. so sian.. start a new ke wen.. i nv listen.. but draw in my chinese textbk.. look around.. saw mie mie slpin.. wish i had the guts to do that too.. ya xin said she oso slp.. geraldine said she nearly slept.. everyone look so restless.. think michelle oso drawin.. hmm.. need to improve my drawin.. lolX.. oh ya.. ytd forgot to say sth.. mr soo leavin on 29 april.. goin to catholic high..that sch offerin him a position mahX.. hmph!!! so sad.. and he play us one song.. we are suppose to write out the lyrics while listenin.. it was kinda ridiculous in the beginnin.. but..after he give us the lyrcis of the song.. hear again.. me nearly cry.. cryin becos of a song is very rare.. it was so touchin.. es the chorus part.. mr soo told us that some teachers was cryin after they hear the song.. that time.. i was filled with so much emotionz..
next wednesday maybe havin crystal growin.. not really crystal growin.. but is addin chemicals to make the crystal colourful.. i wanna go de.. but got tkd.. and it start at 9.00.. so sad.. today last lesson le.. mux buy a small bottle.. keep all the seed crystal.. blue colour.. so niicceeeeee...

Wednesday, March 09, 2005

- 6:47 PM

dunno wat to type.. cos if type.. it would be like complainin again.. i shall complain to myself then..haiZx.. today.. as long as kx see me.. he would call me baby.. i mind.. everyone except one person.. ="=..hahaX.. face blushin le..sianZz..should i go?? she and i are so close till she never go.. i oso wun wanna go.. cos no her company..

Monday, March 07, 2005

- 6:13 PM

today.. one of the worst day of school life i ever had.. all becos of that teacher..please take out ur character book.. we will revise what we have learn.. REVISE!!!!!! revise!!!! i hate this word.. today go thrugh how many times le.. and there she say.. revise.. omg.. then after that she ask us to write whether we have done the 5 wills of attentiveness.. stupid.. i was like kind of hintin to her in the reflection paper that her lesson is totally borin.. she ask Iz to read his.. cos he was talkin to yibin.. read lorX.. when came to the part sayin the lesson is borin.. reason MAINLY is becos there's too much talkin and less activity[omg]..everyone become so restless.. yet.. she said.. u should be trained to listen.. so next time when u grow older u can listen and not like.. like blah blah.. cant stand her.. school ended.. suppose to be 1.30.. nearly 2 then dismiss.. got the fog thingy.. she say wanna release us EARLY.. yet stand up liao.. talk talk talk..tml lucky NO have her lesson.. or i will sleep in class[cannot though.. she see ppl sleepin.. will ask qns or "u understand????????"]
that's the worst one.. the best is art and science.. cos practical work.. art punishment still like it.. dunno why.. BUT 5 DEMERIT POINTS!!!!!!!! FIVE!!!!! EVEN THE INNOCENT ONES ARE NOT SPARED!!!ITS NO FAIR!!*sob* have to slowly earn them back.. science we do 3 kinds of speration techniques.. last one is crystalization.. grow crystal.. before that my frens and i go see our main one.. teacher "scold" us and ask us to put them down.. i mean.. even our own one cannot see..?? other ppl one so big.. my partner and my crystal very small.. becos last time we used too much distilled water to wash the saturated solution off the string to prevent the crystal growin on the string..haiZx.. it's such a pity.. at home got one packet of those small crystals..blue colour.. so nice.. i wan to put them into bottle.. those small small one..
this week.. testin my patience.. see if i can wait till next monday..lolX.

Sunday, March 06, 2005

- 7:51 PM

hahaX.. today noon go bp plaza eat lunch with family.. more than half the time we're there i was laughin.. even laughin at my own "jokes".. though not funny.. brain sot sot oleady..
jux now play sp.. trade till siao liao.. finally lvl up my magic card to lvl 4[lousy sia].. then left my boots alone.. stuck at lvl 2.. only wan to lvl up magic card.. then this few days play nv use shamoo.. use BAT WOMAN[lol]..hazel izzit..?? cant remember..i sucks at that character.. play a few times.. if lucky then can complete the while thingy.. haiZx..
my table one stack of story books.. think this few days can see my face being buried into the book..DUN SWITCH ON THE TV PLZ!! i will totally forget what i readin..

Saturday, March 05, 2005

- 8:08 PM

LOLX.. van everything oso wan pink colour... even racket.. say go around sg oso cannot find pink colour de racket.. i told that since she likes pink so much.. why not get a pink bf???then.. she ask me to read her blog.. i laugh till my side hurts.. so funny!!! she post her own comment so many times.. then go dlte my comment oso[accident]!!! lolX.. i dun mind.. still find it very funny..WAHAHAH~~!!*siao*
cant wait.. cant wait.. 12 march GO PU CYCLE!!!! SETTLE LE!!!!HAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!! someone is goin to be so so so jealous... then i suggest next day go sentosa.. cos today go out eat breakfast with family.. look up into the sky.. saw a tree.. the feelin is like at the beach.. all of a sudden wan to go.. mom told me when durin my parents courtship time.. they hardly go to cinemas watch movies or go shoppin.. but go beach sai tai yang.. that's why im so tanned.. [crap]LOLX.. if i ever hve bf and we do this.. it will be dead romantic.. hahaX.. gtg.. mom pesterin me le...

Friday, March 04, 2005

- 10:57 PM

today so happy.. one of the reasons is that i no fail my D'N'T test!! hahaha~~ then before that.. i got to know that im the second highest in my class for art.. ART!!!! so high marks.. then after school go lot one.. buy the cyndi honey cd.. though her newest album the songs are not as nice as her previous one[i never get sick of listenin the ai ni album]i still enjoy it.. before reach lot one.. at the bus stop.. guessed that cckss got sports day.. dunno his name[2 boys from my pri sch tgt with kx].. said that yong chuan very good.. either in the 4X100m or 400m event.. i remember last yr sports day.. he got the 1st for the 400m run[is 400m or 800m].. run like wind..hahaX.. wish i can see him run again..haiX.. there's this one qn that 've been askin myself.. the classrm doors very nice to slam mehX..? and that simon..saw him sittin out my classrm..sittin on the thingy.. waitin for his friend.. arent they supposed to be in class..?ya.. he's a prefect..Mie Mie cant believe it.. neither do i..then while goin back[i dunno where].. either him or his friend.. said really vulgar words.. very loud.. loud enough to let other classes from other blocks hear.. cant believe that there's this kind of ppl on earth..well.. secondary pupils.. what can u expect..?

Wednesday, March 02, 2005

- 8:28 PM

sobX... DAMN bpgh.. van told me maybe she cannot go rgt for tkd liao... BOOHOO!!!!!!!WAH!!!! ask her if holiday wan go rgt de tkd.. she told me she got CAMP!!!GIRL GUIDE SUX!!!!!! SUX FOR LIFE!!! sae next yr wan come rgt.. muahaha~~~ can mehX...??O.o??o.O??lolX...
today.. dunno why.. no xing qu in tkd.. then do everything so ugly and dunno how to do.. haiX.. HaizZ.. HAIZZ.. hoilday got another lesson.. cannot wake up one.. if it's 9.30...surely will have panda eyes..
I WANNA PLAY BADM.. few weeks never play le.. so so miss badm.. so not xi guan no play.. i wan to hold the racket.. and smack the shuttlecock with all my strength.. BUT.. must depend on mood 1st.. and my surfin..dunno the skills got drop anot..sobX..

Tuesday, March 01, 2005

- 7:31 PM

im so so upset.. really upset..
today dunno what shit.. 2 tests.. nv really prepare for the english one.. dunno when.. then the science one got 26/41.. lousy.. dammit lousy..after science lesson go see the notice board.. combine chem and bio test.. got 94/100.. my friend say.. why you get so high[guy].. i mean.. its not high or anything.. i can get higher de.. but becos careless mistakes..everytime is careless mistakes that pull me down..
that simon.. he prefect mehX..??? huh?? huh?? prefects are teachers choose one or what..?? go wear tie durin recess.. kind of dammit... dunno why..but nowadays i've got too many complains.. my mood.. my mood.. someone change it.. change it to a very bad one..[im not tryin to push the blame to dat person..]arghX.. i wanna go somewhere.. some where.. big place.. and shout.. no one can hear.. shout till my throat cant take it anymore.. or scream.. scream till i feel better.. or perhaps lie on a really very big patch of grass.. look into the sky.. i wan to be alone.. i dont wan anybody acoompany me..
cant wait for holidays.. maybe go PU cycle.. really go this time.. last time say december holidays go.. but never go.. drag..drag till now.. told my father.. if dont go this march holidays.. surely will drag on to june sept december holidays.. oh ya.. i dunno why.. jus dunno why.. i recently miss..miss..tkd.. i used to hate it alot.. back in concord.. b4 i know the guys..im hopin that everyday.. everyhour..everymin.. is tkd..i dun wanna go home.. dun wanna think of anything else.. but if i really get a chance..i will rather it be in concord.. not rgt.. but concord..
should i not go offline..??????? im waitin for the moment.. dat moment.. but even if i dun wanna.. i dunno if can.. jus pray my mom wan to use the comp..