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Friday, April 29, 2005

- 8:33 PM

today flooded my hp phone book with 5 guys and one gal hp no..
stupid[when i type this word.. this conv rm with stupid pamelo leaves come up]yi bin.. keep callin me pamelo leaves.. ha ha.. then wb call me by my chinese name.. ya xin start callin me pam[*shiver*] then come back home[take lrt].. in train with wb.. hw..fauzi.. ken..[all guys] talk crap sia.. hw say "eh.. i tell you a secret.. dun tell anyone horX..this one in the whole world only i know.. A+B+C= to what..? *pause* A+B+C= D.." that is HELL LAME.. i wanted to say equals to america breast cancer..??? heng i nv say.. later see him online then test him.. hahaX.. too bad yibin have go so fast.. or i will say more stupid yibin.... nahX.. he really gtg or what..ya.. i think.. he now offline le.. keep laughin when playin spam with him..
mr soo today leavin rgt.. i will pray that he will be posted back to rgt.. be it the chance is 1 or 0.1%!!!!!!!!!!!! sack that ms low!!!! hired mr soo!!!!!! sobX..

Wednesday, April 27, 2005

- 4:40 PM

OMG.. OMG!!!! OMGOMGOMG!!! i got the fifth highest for english test[last yr end of yr paper].. thad cursin me.. since the paper is arranged accordin to marks.. lowest on top.. highest bottom.. and mr soo didnt call my name.. till the last few papers.. he doesnt wan me to beat him in the marks..but i managed to get hold of the 5th position with the score of 28.5/40.. can sae very lousy.. although it makes me very happy..=D
jux now on the phone with timothy.. simin.. jun chi.. all from kranji sia.. concord to kranji.. haiZx.. so jealous.. all no change..and today the p.e.. the very 1st best one ever since startin of sch.. play badm.. captain ball.. and.. that 3 gals play "basketball".. i didnt.. though.. lolX..sweat alot.. muz sweat somemore..not enough...
wb enjoys gettin bully...? keep tellin me if i go to the party i can bully him ... as if i like to bully him lai dat.. and muz thank iris.. today chinese actually got test.. but she nv come.. and happen to bring home the zuo wen books home.. so.. no test!!! yay.. but.... postphone to tmr.. arghX..
mr soo leavin this friday.. so so sad.. i will pray that he would be posted back to regent.. SACK THAT MS LOW!!! SACK SACK SACK HER!!!!! mr soo's a great teacher.. no one wans him to go.. sobX.. T-T
* come on.. come on.. RAIN PLEASE!!!
sayonara..
pampam..=D

Tuesday, April 26, 2005

- 7:26 PM

secondary sch frens are totally different from pri sch.. why..? why mux there be hatred in my class..? the gals too many misunderstandins le.. this gal hate that gal.. that gal hate this gal.. no peace.. today supposely got party de.. i was invited.. but.. didnt go in the end.. stressed over: frens.. him.. sch work.. the performance.. haiZx.. then have to bring back all the books home to study.. today in sch nearly cry.. or did.. a little.. there was so much noise.. mt period.. all the gals in one area except me... i dun wanna get involved.. i dun wan to see ppl cryin.. i wan to see is the class all happy de.. no backstabbin.. forgive.. change when someone wans the person to.. it seems so difficult.. everyone's perfect.. there's nth wrong with anybody.. cant we live in harmony..? haiXz..
today durin physics.. found out thaddeous and kenneth[b4 IT lesson start]play sp... thad jux started.. kenneth probably one or two ranks can go channel five.. muz find time play with them..
it's either i've been sayin wrong things.. or is he really not happy..? im so.. worried..

Monday, April 25, 2005

- 6:31 PM

this kenneth guy is always puttin "sigh..".. i could only put "??" and he will start to pour his sorrows out.. im a listenin machine..
[Sherman-] im not ernest wife.. OK?

- 6:09 PM

i hope this is better..after i dlte the previous post..
hmm.. read his blog.. why lai dat..? i mean.. why I lai dat??? i promise that if i can go back time.. i wun do that.. or maybe i should close both eyes when i pass.................................................................guys.. be it handsome or not.. and if he goin to find gals pictures.. i wun stop him.. at most i dun care what i feel.. or jux shut my mouth abt how i feel.. he wan to do that.. by all means.. and.......sorry.. really very sorry..[and from this incident.. i knew sth.. sth that i've i need proof to prove it..]
wednesday got tkd.. so funny.. exams jux next week got trainin.. all ccas stop liao.. tkd still continue.. practice for the performance one bahX..haiZx.. im so useless..feel like goin back to sleep again.. sleepin is so great.. so peaceful.. dun have to remember everything..

Thursday, April 21, 2005

- 5:44 PM

this tagboard definitely needs fixin.. always got prob de..
omg..omgomgomg.. I PASS MY 2.4KM RUN..!!! maaann.. im so so damn happy.. i last week fail by 10s.. TEN SECONDS.. but today i improved.. by abt 1 min.. uhoo!!! but still can say very lousy.. someone help me.. i wanna thank that person so so so much.. if im not wrong.. im gettin another gold this yr..=D.. and so what if im good in shuttle run..? u see.. 5 ppl start at the same timin.. and it happens that there are fast runners im "competin" with.. i won them.. haha haha.. 1st!!uhoo.. uhoo.. lolX..
yaxin.. omg.. she came in 1st..????????? and.. 1st in class..??????? even beat kamil???????? then everyone started to say that she cheated.. some say she ran less 2 rds.. some say 1/2 rd.. she didnt even overtake me..wth?? so fast..?? dun tell me i got eyesight prob..?? nvm.. next week she run again..
wa seh.. wb say my attitude suxs.. suxs..??!! he is the one disturbin me when i was rushin everything and im angry.. ive no time talkin to him.. my attitude suxs..?? and that yb.. throw erasers into my ears.. then for awhile.. it was 4 boys against one gal..ATTACK!!![im damn lousy in aimin]think got erasers went into my blouse.. pocket oso got.. wb another one.. throw many erasers right into my face.. he abt to shoot another one to me..but i think my face expression was really angry.. cos he didnt do it.. i need peace..
jux now while goin back home.. at the bus stop.. we were havin shirt fight.. usin our pe shirt to hit each other.. and when iris ask mie mie wanna drink.. she said yes.. and pour the drink into her mouth.. the water went into her nose.. she swing her head.. and while swingin.. the water came out of her mouth.. everything was like someone had bash one side of her head and blood came gushin out of her mouth.. i was laughin..
i come home with yaxin.. i told her eveything.. how mie mie.. geraldine.. and me talk abt her behind her back.. ive to stop this thing.. or there would be hatred the whole of my secondary sch life.. she wasnt angry.. and while back in sch.. mie mie told me that geraldine said that she is gettin on her nerves.. i couldn believe my ears.. that doesnt sound like geraldine.. and she..?? sayin that?? i thought that there wouldn be any of this kind of thing between us 3.. haiXz.. im goin to ask her..

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

- 5:13 PM

omg... 55/100... my chinese test.. how to believe..? if continue lai this i sure fail my chinese paper.. forget abt gettin As this term.. arghX..
if wee boon ever gets his hands on my hp no.. that kx will get it from me.. i bet you a millon dollars(though i dun have..lolX..)he will be sendin me msgs with the ernest name on it..so kiam pa.. "pamela.. where's ernest?""eh.. u wan ernest hp no anot?""eh.. pamela.. plz lehX.. give me ur hp no..""if i give u ernest hp no u give me urs ok?"bleahX.. i die die will not give you my no..
today the physics test.. unprepared.. but.. chicken feet sia.. jux count count only.. cant wait for next week... start bio.. bio is still the easiest among the three.. and the best..
yesterday... no news..
sunday?? hmm.. oh ya.. mom bought new hp.. samsung E810C... 1st thing my bro did.... wanna guess..?lolX.. actin like retarted.. he did that with every camera phone he could get his hands on... say camera.. should noe le bahX..
*yibin throwin erasers at us..? im goin to cut a box of erasers(like what sarah donna nanayakara did.. i like her surname.. so long...lolX..)and throw them at him.. then ytd durin.. pse(i forgot its pse or not..think so bahX..) we were all laughin so hard.. i nearly suffocate from laughin.. too hard.. and tmr.. if that tenacity is there.. i muz ask for his name.. provided.. i dare to.. im such a chicken..

Saturday, April 16, 2005

- 9:37 PM

J..O..N..A..T..H..A..N....!!!!!!!! WHY..ARENT..YOU..TALKIN..TO..ME..??!!WHAT HAVE I DONE WRONG!!??

- 9:27 PM

hmm why does the gals in unity sec hate boys so much[my fren + her frens]?? boys are great!! dun forget that they brighten up ur day with their stupid.. lame idoitic jokes/craps..but really.. they can be a pest sometimes.. ppl like.............wee boon... that ass hole.. everytime mention that.. that name.. im goin to be really really very fierce the next time he mention that name..

Friday, April 15, 2005

- 8:16 PM

i wish i had read his blog earlier.. b4 talkin to him.. so i now noe.. oh ya.. im YOUNG.. foolish i am isnt it..? to like guys at a very young age.. i should be like my frens.. lookin at HANDSOME guys instead..and oso not controlin the feelins... and thinkin that i would be lettin him down.. after he told me he wouldn "that".. i should have let my feelins flow.. like a river.. no endin.. perhaps i would be really alot happier than now the happy.. i've wasted my tears over sth not important.. and sth i should be doin.. blue.. sad and depressions.. so how..?dye them some other colours which means like happy..? he dun wan nvm.. can give me back.. i really do treasure those crystals.. mom ask me to give her i no give.. but ytd.. i decided to give it to him.. but that kx.. what??!! i got stead already!!?? what nonsense!! stead!! my mom will kill me if she find out.. perhaps i should oso let my feelins flow.. like what hs tell sy.. i will look at HANDSOME GUYS.. and like them if i wanna to.. then i will be livin in heaven..
*if he's goin back to concord to teach.. then i dun think i wan to go already back.. forget abt the fact that concord is my pri sch..

Thursday, April 14, 2005

- 7:16 PM

sobX.. THAT TENACITY GUY DUN TELL ME HIS NAME!!ask kx help me.. say dun wan let me know.. as if like i will tell all my frens his name.. rr... and kx.. ytd sports day mahX.. i saw jinhao behind the area of the strength.. he was with vincent[last yr deputy head prefect].. then i tell him[kx] jinhao was behind..up there.. he go.. then go introduce me to vincent.. hmm.. ask him to wave to me[i think] but nvm.. make more frens.. lolX..
ytd sports day.. totally rocks.. gumption came in 2nd.. though last yr 1st[izzit?].. but nvm.. tenacity 4th!!!!!i told my fren that tenacity and gumption would be fightin for the last position.. i was wrong.. we give the last position up to them.. hahaha!!!!..hm.. i so bad.. lolX.. resilience 1st[woot!!] strength 3rd..finally beat strength.. gumption's not so bad after all.. lolX..and ytd b4 sports day in sch.. i got the highest for comprehension[only 14 marks though.. lowest i think is 6..or 7..]in the beginnin when mr soo said that the highest is a gal.. i was thinkin.. surely not me one lahX..
jux now i decided to continue makin the blog.. man.. i took abt 2 hrs still stuck at the very same thing.. i wish i had paid more attention durin IT class.. im so noob in the anchor thingy.. i wanted to make a skin with an enter word.. then u click on it.. go into the main page.. where all entries were.. but i failed.. dunno how to do the scroll bar thingy too.. haiX.. totally lousy.. me..

Monday, April 11, 2005

- 6:42 PM

the latest version of msn messenger suxs!!!.. the words small small de.. and then see blur blur de.. hmm..maybe becos jux now do paintin.. do too long le.. finally.. goin to finish my VINCENT VAN GOGH: SUNFLOWERS.. draw the second time.. cos first time de drawin small small.. and in sch paint the pix kena sai lai dat.. but the second time paint till very nice...to me lahX.. the blue.. plus white colour.. one of my best mixin of colours.. to some ppl.. it may be VERY VERY ugly.. but i dun care.. im proud of it..oh.. btw.. michelle de very nice.. all the colours matchin de.. even the background.. she should consider begin and artist when she grow up.. i mean.. if she nv.. think of that..
so happy.. mom allow me to buy the twins latest cd.. the chinese de.. i thought she will scold me when i ask.. but i got to use my $$..='( lolX..
*wednesday sports day.. die..

Saturday, April 09, 2005

- 7:37 PM

the... music... is.... so....so... noisyyyyy!!

- 11:50 AM

hmm.. early this mornin and i was angry already.. all thanks to my bro.. i wun take his things if he say no.. but its totally the opposite when i said no.. he likes makin ppl angry.. and he's gettin worse each day.. he would be the death of me one day..
ytd go back concord.. kind of sian.. cos van not there.. so sad!!! mm.. and there's the awards day oso.. mie mie the mc.. geraldine have to present the key to the rifle range to the G-O-H.. then that bitch.. i dunno what she have to do.. but i dun care.. if she reads my blog then be it.. the sooner she knows.. the better it is..
now i know who he likes.. or rather..loves.. come to think of it.. if last time i had given him a chance.. i probably wouldnt noe tat he's such a flirt.. not one yr change one.. not one month change one.. is if the gal doesnt like him.. he would change[to me.. mind that]..now i talk to him he no reply.. either is that he doesnt wan to talk to me or it's not him..someone else instead.. but let me tell you[if he's readin this]I DUN CARE.. and if this continues.. i rather not wan this frenship..though i do treasure all the frens i have.. no talkin in msn and in sch.. what's the point..?? it's equal to strangers.. isnt it?? enough of that.. think i said enough already.. watever it is.. even goin back time doesnt help.. the endin would still be like this.. cos i have someone else in mind..
next week physical fitness test[izzit?]..*faint*

Wednesday, April 06, 2005

- 6:06 PM

hmm.. im now the red bad devil.. i was so happy jux now when iz told me he heard mr lee said to simon.. ur too fat.. then what.. u cannot join tkd..????? i forgot... but it's sth that make me very happy.. that bastard.. he not sparrin.. is boxin.. i turned my head away when he was sparrin with him.. *evil look.. then durin chinese lesson.. he come to my class get mr chow bag.. while goin out.. he was starin at me.. how come i noe..? i was LOOKIN at him.. then hongwei sit at the table beside my one[left side].. he ask me why that simon starin at me.. even wee boon seems so interested.. then after that he came so so close to me.. when i turned back.. i got a shocked..
friday goin to concord.. mux go.. mux go.. die die still mux go.. if need stay back still will go.. can see van~~ hmm.. cant wait..

Tuesday, April 05, 2005

- 7:03 PM

TELL ME.. AM I UNLUCKY OR WHAT.. 70% CARD FUSION.. 30% SKILL CONVERSION.. I GOT THE 30..30..GET DAT..30%!!... im so angry.. AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
not 1st time that happen lehx.. the other time i thought i had click wrongly.. ya.. i did[if im not wrong].. second.. omg.. im so pissed off.. u ppl should see me how i shouted.. man.. it was like hell..
today physics lesson... borin sia.. do one practical work can take one hr.. jux find the diameter of the copper wire and a 50-cent coin.. ONE HR!!!! can u believe it.. now lookin forward to the 5 or 6?? week.. back to bio.. cant wait..

Saturday, April 02, 2005

- 8:04 PM

可以 type 华文??! woot~~!!

- 5:57 PM

LARGER THAN LIFE-

Huh
Yeah, ha, ha, ha, ha
Ha, ha, ha, ha

I may run and hide
When you're screamin' my name, alright
But let me tell you now
There are prices to fame, alright
All of our time spent in flashes of light

[Chorus]-
All you people can't you see, can't you see
How your love's affecting our reality
Every time we're down
You can make it right
And that makes you larger than life

Looking at the crowd
And I see your body sway, c'mon
Wishin' I could thank you in a different way, c'mon
Cuz all of your time spent keeps us alive

[Chorus]

Yeah, every time we're down
Yeah, you can make it right
Yeah, and that's what makes you larger than life

[Chorus]

- 12:55 PM

head so heavy...rr... head heavy=clever brain..lolX..
jux now go back to concord.. im home!!!! haiXz.. one thing concord trainin is better than rgt is that i dun need to face that simon.. ytd IZ told me that he was lookin at me as if he wan to kill me lai dat.. hmph! i dun care.. so what he big size.. so what he sec2.. so what he prefect and chairman.. i dun give a damn abt it.. i will do whatever i like..
later gu gu comin... cant wait..tmr goin back taiwan.. that's the last thing i wanted.. so fast goin back.. hmm.. wonder how its like to travel on an aeroplane alone.. she ask me to do that.. go to taiwan.. and she meet me at the airport..hahaX..
*so far how many times have you been actin like a bitch??