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Monday, May 30, 2005

- 11:19 PM

im so sleepy and tired... since 2 pm to abt one to one and a half hour ago i've been exercisin... 2-6 pm badm.. after that go home bath and go lot one... go lot one to return dvd that we have rent[the a series of unfortunate events]later go to the big big world of sports.. see got rollar blades.. dun have.. so go bukit panjang plaza... bought the abec 7 one.. last time in the beginnin we wanted badly.. cos the colour very nice.. mixture of blue and black...then come home wastin no time we go down try the abec 7 rollar blades.. finally have two pairs.. me and bro dun need to keep lettin each other have chance to blade.... wah... blade till song.. dun wan go home... while bladin ard the big big over thingy[with words"senja grand"] i gave up.. leg too tired to move on... hahaX.....
hm.. ytd while at lot 1 the comic connection bought two comic books.. one is a part of the series of chu lian[first love] i skip book 9.. and bought book 10 instead.. book 1-8 read finish last yr... all books borrow from simin.... she, xinyu and me read the comic[we three oso got read pretty face online..that pretty face damn bian tai.. so does the ichigo 100%.. LOLX] remember last yr after PSLE got the maths trial... we help out in one station.. so cool... wear the national day T-shirt[=.=]so the ppl can recognise us as ppl helpin out at stations[forgot call what] so damn paiseh.... then saw yanshun!! yeah! yanshun.... waiting for frens to play soccer at the big big soccer field beside concord.. he came into concord to see see....me kind of like" what are u doin here??" but happy lor... can see someone whom i know out of concord..er.. i wan to -.-zzzz le.. eyes cant open anymore....

Saturday, May 28, 2005

- 2:10 PM

mdm tan's detention note on my result slip!!!! so so embarassin.. no lah.. jux kiddin... is a congratulations note for being top.. in everything... im not tryin to be hao lian.. really.. but i never study.. nor did i pay attention during lesson.. becos of those 8 marks.. i won sarah donna nana jia kaya.. lalalala.. so happy... becos i very happy.. i went lot one buy sports shoe,3 pairs of earrings, and one shirt.. diggin hole in mom's pocket... but then at home then when dad see report book... keep sayin that most of the subj the marks compared to last term decrease... hmph! and then only look at the Bs.. got 6 As dun wan look.. pian pian muz look at the SICKENING TWO Bs.. blah blah.. he keep sayin till i cry...... dun think i can get top in class again... this is the 1st time i ever get top in class and lvl for the total.. 1st time...[ muz win yibin again.. the smart alec.. hmm..]
ytd the bullseye compeition was at the rifle range durin our d'n't class... our car not workin!! it hates us.. T.T in the end never win anything... 2 peeps ask who was the one who did the changin of string and everything... nor.. the gal everyone hate lor... haiXz.. PEACE
holidays are here.. almost every subj got hw... im thinking of quickly finish them.. so can enjoy the rest of holiday... can eat sleep play le.... [if people think i very hao lian in the first 3fifth of this post.. im not.....but im really happy....]

Thursday, May 26, 2005

- 6:00 PM

hmm.. tmr should have the activity right? the one organise by ngee ann poly, do the car and compete... TMR RIGHT??? must stay back.. T.T

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

- 8:55 PM

what the heck im tAalkin abt jux now....... he has his own life right..? besides........................................... he isnt at home... why am i thinkin of msgin him..? stupid...

- 6:54 PM

perhaps i should just switch off my hp... he's not going to msg me.. right..? or maybe i should msg him first..? i want him to msg me first.. so at least i know that he hasnt forgotten me...
today last IT lesson.. can do whatever we like... the IT project i got B... my class no As... what a pity.. haiZx... then in the morning got the results slip...friend said i got the highest in class... last time iris told me i am the top in class... but dont know if it is for real... i won sarah by 0.1%[phew! close.. hahaX..] best of all.. i won chew yibin!!! that smart alec... hahaX.. 6 As 2 Bs[ same as last term.. dont know why i cant just improve )= ] if plus CME[B!!!!!!!] then got 3 bs... CME not counted!!! that one no number... bleahX.. glad i remain A for art.. hahaX..
i-hate-lkk... it's getting unbearable... she always got the stupid smile on her face... then keep standing on toes then down again... she's always wearing black skirt and FLOWERY dress... NRIC starts with S13........ 50 plus i think..... still wear that kind... there's one time i noticed that she actually wore those slippers for.............................................................either adults or teenagers.... im so freak out when saw that....
yesterday chatted with leslie.... it feels so different when compare last time conversation and now.... realise he wasnt like his sister.... shant describe her character... but i know she and her friends were only having "fun" last time when pascal and me went downstairs to rollar blade... i shouldnt be bearing grudges for so long... should have let the matter rest long time ago....
HEADACHE!!! T.T
[*message me ok...?but then.. on the other hand.. if you dont wanna... then... nevermind... kk ]

Saturday, May 21, 2005

- 12:31 PM

hmm.. ytd was a great day... ms koh announce the 1st top three for maths[ca and sa1].. came in third.. got chocolate^^ yum yum.. hahaX.. but then by the time reach concord.. chocolate melt le.. T.T
meetin keiko,xueying,yi ting,debbie at concord main gate.. debbie was late.. vanessa noe keiko.. but keiko seems to like have forgotten her.. hahX.. maria wasnt there... so was farah... junguan.. dunno who else oso..stupid security guard.. muz have letter from teachers then can go in... rrrr...then while teachin those white 9 de... all so energetic.. ask them dun move still move.. threaten them[what i threaten them.. i oso not dare do..so no use de].. they become very guai sia... i dun wan to be fierce.... like sy last time.. so easy make them have the childish grin on their face[ahahhaX.. if he read this.. he will probably think i like ya ya like dat]then kaixiang....er... he so... dumb... lolX.. the fans were not workin... so i said in chinese "the fans are oso control by the security guards" he actually ask me really ah..? dumb right.. then before go in sch muz show my ez-link card.. he told me the security guard look at picture so.. so.. dunno what.. i said picture censored.. ha ha.. just say sth like that also will laugh.. he's dead.. hmm.. nvm.....

Thursday, May 19, 2005

- 3:15 PM

today's a great day.. hahaX. right after recess we got the art thingy.. show my mom my one.. she thought i bought it.. then i said no.. she said i draw and paint it myself.. i said no... then i told her i jux paint.. since she said that she thought that is i buy one.. this proves sth.. i paint very well and the colours are matchin accordin to the colours i paint[red,orange,yellow,green,blue].. heeX.. ^^
after the art thing suppose to go home.. but ms koh came to give us our maths paper two.. hahahahaX... me got 41.5/50!! second highest.. paper one third highest.. total is A1 one le.. but low A1..='( so far nw got 5 As 2 Bs.. if history get A[i don't think i am able to get that..] got 6 As liao.. same as last term.. actually want to improve by gettin all As.. but then the chinese and english paper... sobX.. if i never get that kind of grades for my chinese compo.. i would probably get A1 or 2 le... then if english get better grades for the letter writing, compo and paper 2 booklet b.. i probably could get higher.. either A2 or B3.. not B4!! what happen to the best subj im good in..?it seems like im better in maths than any other subjs... sobX..
tmr dun wan go concord.. he not goin.. then i oso not.. meaningless if i were to go.. and not see him.. ytd came back from sch and straight away i wrote in my diary.. one half pages... same topic..
[ i love you with all my heart.. yet no courage to talk though i wanted badly.. im useless.. arent i?]--------[its always this stupid reason and i hate it!!!]

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

- 8:19 PM

today got back quite a number of exam papers... im so so not happy with my english and chinese!! english is 91.5/140.. 91.5!!! 1st express class standard!!! so sad..highest is 99 i think bahX..chinese.....i.. fail my comp.. so saddenin... but the paper 2 kind of cheer me up only a little.. got 4th in class.. with the marks of 73.5.. now.. that is low.. got one B4[english total marks] le... record sehX.. T.T so not happy.. maths p1 came in 3rd in class... but marks still damn low.. CRY!!!! so unfair... either i nv study hard... or xin bu zai yan that time.. or paper really difficult...
lolX.. ytd the fall shock my two hands till got blue black.. then jux now play a game need to keep pressin the spacebar de.. stressin my hand out...muz practice really hard.. i jux couldnt slide down the slope.. that's the cause of my falls.. lolX... if good enough get the ABEC 7 one.. that one roxs.. my eyes have been eyein the SCORPION black-blue colour Abec 7 rollar blades.. at bukit panjang plaza.. the world of sports.. under the "scorpion" there.. the most top centre.. that one is so so nice... my dream blades.. but i can use needle to burst the "clouds" above my head le.. dream dream.. -.-zzZzZ
muz congrats yufeng for able to put music in his blog.. jay chou de song.. oh, i got the initial d poster.. woot!! lolX..... tmr got... trainin... last day...? no..? dunno... dun wanna noe... very sad..

Monday, May 16, 2005

- 3:06 PM

hahaX.. today very happy.. happy with my lit paper.. physics oso... then the gals notice my hair.. "so pretty!!" lolX... im not.. they oso jealous..play with my hair... then thad keep askin me.. "eh.. what happen to your hair?" i told him the reason.. then he said " your hair flat until like usin paper stick on ur head" sth like that.. then now i let it down.. boy.. so straight... lolX.. love my hair until lai dat..
today art lesson.. we got to do sth.. think of an unhappy event that has ever happen to you in your life and draw what you see in ur mind when it happens.. oso draw pictures how they can be related to your feelins or the event.. the 1st thing came to my mind is him.. but then after that.. the saddest one.. is my grandfather...he left us when p1.. wanted to draw him.. but instead drew a broken-heart shape.. one side draw him angry.. me cryin.. lolX.. nikki/nicky saw mine.. told me vanessa and him counsel this kind one.. "this thing serious or not..?" told him i approached to my cousin.. she noes if she reads this post.. sad.. of course.. i am.. ytd nite not happy.. but becos i like got xin li zun bei.. so nv cry.. today very happy.. cos got the company of my frens.... i suppose i should stop clingin onto him.. but it's difficult to let go.. and this feelin if im not wrong will last a few yrs.. cos compare the feelins for yc... its different... ya.. different.. and he and i no talk[i NEVER say NEVER[ never means never ever]talk]..
later goin downstairs rollar blade with ya xin.. ytd fell on my butt once.. gosh man.. dad laugh.. then after that blade quite natural.. hahaX.. so shiock the feelin..pray later dun fall.. not goin to wear knee guards.. look so toot.. hahaX jux the wrist one.. kk.. stop here.. or i will nv stop..[haiZx.. got to wait abt 45 mins more b4 ya xin will call me.... so.. long...]

Friday, May 13, 2005

- 10:09 PM

FRIED DAY DDAA 13 =)
whole day at gugu house's doin hair.. finally it's straight.. lolX.. saw msn contacts... 8 ppl from rgt de online sia... then xinyu finally online.. the fajarian... many mnths no meet le.. wunder how she doin.. [haiya!!! now only 6 ppl.. T.T[<-- LOL]] then eat dinner at the phoenix garden restaurant.. should be call " 99.9% housefly/insects restaurant" the soup got fly.. haven order food table got insects...haiZx.. then while eatin leg achin.. stand too long while washin hair le bahX.. ah gong house paintin... the livin rm colour is like last time previous house my bro and my bedrm the wall colour.. so nice...
history paper is so kanasai.. stupid sia the source based qns... ask whether source a and b contradict or er... what is the other word..? one source is talkin abt one of Zheng He's naval expeditions.. another one is abt porcelain.. how to noe..? if ppl noe what the qn means and noe how to do.. then good lorX... the "cloze passage" one.. got one sentence is the kings? and minsters?[i forgot who le..] oso took part in the trade... then were oso classified under the _______ class... what's the ans..? merchant class..? workin class..? i remembered readin that part... but i've forgotten.. even when i spend my bedtime time readin the textbk[cos i noe next day at sch b4 assembly i wun have enough time to read finish]... my bro oso have to complain.. is my own time not his...
what's the the title of the jing zhong ren main theme song..? that song is dead nice...
[friday the thirteen... stay away from me!!! i give you bad luck..... cos my rgt no is 13 ><]
*i miss him.. though i noe im not suppose to.. since it's not apporiate to tell him through sms.. i shall say it here... sorry....

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

- 2:11 PM

OK!! ENOUGH!! i had enough of myself cryin.......... im cryin too much for a guy.... if i ever speak to the counseller... she will ask me to forget him.. the prob is.... i cant... i cant....[easier said than done... talk they only noe how to do] it seems that im makin him angry every now and then... im so damn tired.........really very tired......remember she once told me.... its difficult to get along with guys many yrs older than you....he went offline without a "bye"..........and i break into tears again....am i goin to cry myself to sleep tonite..??? am i..??am i goin to do this every nite?? he said alot of very resonable things...... i understand.... i ask myself.... how long will i be able to forget him...? one week..? two..?three..??or one mth..? or one yr...? or few yrs..? tryin my best to even lessen the feelin for him... i cant... im such a failure... a big failure.... so what if there's guys likein me...so what if dun have?? i wan is him.....him!!!!!HIM!!!!!that's too much to ask isnt it...? i dun have any more energy to cry...told frens i dun wanna come back home.. comin back home is like............ bringin back all those unhappy memories.... and i start to cry again... im not strong enough... no... not strong.... [is there anyone whom im close to that i can share this with..?]
d' n't paper ok... except that i didnt study thoroughly.... but overall still noe how to do...

Monday, May 09, 2005

- 5:58 PM

hmm.. science.. bio ok.. physics ok.. chem.. oh no.. left abt half an hour to do chem.. thought still got abt one hour.. dumb dumb.. lucky finish in time.. forgot what is oscillation and period[pendulum].. die liao.. think cannot get every subj A1 liao.. no more confidence to do the rest of the subj..
stupid lkk... teacher oso nv say cannot use english-chinese dictionary.. only when other teacher say cannot use then go confiscated them.. last friday de matter.. today still bring it up.. and then say what we lieing.. say until so serious.. we tryin to take advantage of her.. as if!!! nth better to do wan go take advantage of her... counsellor some more.. she need one herself.. her tone is like she is tryin to make herself convince that we are liein to her.. she's the main victim.. wth... sack her best sia.. everyone cannot ren le[ my attitude oso.. some ppl cannot right..?] .. still haven draw her on a piece of paper and poke her..

Friday, May 06, 2005

- 8:49 PM

chinese paper ok... but noe 2 wrongs le.. lucky read shou ce.. or dunno what is yang yi... paper 1 write essay and letter.. lucky still can remember the letter format... if wan get that pair of 169$ roller blades muz get at least high A2.. muz study hard..

Thursday, May 05, 2005

- 8:26 PM

today english paper chicken feet... but no confidence in gettin A1.. if all paper that ez then gd...

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

- 12:59 PM

currently.. im in sch.. not allowed to go internet except findin pixs.. its hell man.. cant even take a break from a day's sch work.. ESPECIALLY NO MR SOO!! wahX..
jux now went to his webby.. i read his previous few posts.. feel like cryin.. i noe turnin back time cant help.. since ive said that ytd.. really.. very very sorry.. every time say le then so regret.. if i noe the consequences below i start to say it out..
today i finally see the angry side of ms low.. really really very fierce.. [kk.. later go back home then continue]

Monday, May 02, 2005

- 5:24 PM

argh.... I HATE MYSELF! do i ALWAYS have to say nonsense..? and there's sth he has and that i dun.. he has someone to turn to when he need advice or sth..

- 2:38 PM

Yoz! IM baCk.. yTd NEarly CoulDnt REcoGniSe my Mom... PerM unTil sO ugLy =X reAllI thRee DAys CanT wASh HAir.. My bRo aNd me NEaRlY diE fRom BrEathIN the Hair SmeLL... haiZx.. neXT fRidAy i gO reBond mY haIr.. sO thAt dAy FuLl.. sTRaiGHt AfteR sCh.. so Is.... HmM.. 9.30.. 9.30!!! so EarLy.. Yay!!
iM dIEin oF BoReDom.. TodaY at ArnD 1.05.. i wAs LikE. WHAT!!??? 1.05 ONLY!!?? realLy bUay TaHAn.....
i wunder what that gal is goin to do to ken... HE GOT GF LE HORX!!! gals are like.. so cheap and shameless nowadays..i hope i wun be one.. what the heck.. im not goin to be one.. i wun..wahX... dun wan to noe somemore.. mux clean eyes...
India - Brahims.. then kshatriyas..? then vaishyas?then shudras.. then pariahs!!! ms low in that catergory...=D
China - Rulin class and workin class
SouthEast Asia - ????????????????
[stupid.. why would i wanna talk to kx..? that big mouth.. even my frens oso agree]

Sunday, May 01, 2005

- 5:11 PM

jux now went down play frisbee.. while mom go perm her hair.. ceramic perm.. ask if can call gugu.. see if tmr she free and still got the rebondin cream.. if have i will go to her house to rebond hair tmr.. so fun sia.. long time no see my father laugh so much.. hmm.. at first i thought i forgot how to surf the frisbee.. but then after that i surf better than my bro =D
say what WE need to say sorry..? bet i will not be happy after that talk.. haiXz.. faster talk bahX.. if it's sth which will make me sad.. say it out faster.. let me get over it soon.. i still got to concentrate on studies..