Tuesday, June 28, 2005
- 5:54 PM
one word to describe how i feel now. sick. i've come down with a flu THIS MORNING!! and in sch, i have difficulties talking to my friends.. couldnt complete my sentence............... throat will start to itch..arghh..
today first music lesson.. kinda boring actually.. but nvm.. im sure that the future music lessons would be great! =)) P.E lesson.. took height and weight.. DIDNT grow any taller[ T-T ].... and (DIDNT) put on weight [ =D ] guess i better do sth abt it.. haiZx.. lkk.. no change.. BUT.. she change her slippers!! from green to black... but still the exact same kind of pattern =.= she's so freaking weird...
my bro came back from sch today and told me we have to perform on stage this saturday??? like.. what...? last yr said we had to perform on stage.. but in the end is NOT!! so this yr dunno should believe or not.. but i'll just go.. since it's CONCORD open house.. haha..... better make a mental note to tell that asshole[dun wan mention his name.. someone from 1-7]
i wish i had a scanner.. so i could scan what i did ytd nite.. two dunno what thingys[one female one male] and three heart shapes.. bringing it to sch tmr.. and on saturday probably to show vanessa.. hahaX.. she will say ugly de... T.T
Monday, June 27, 2005
- 3:50 PM
seriously. i was so looking forward towards Home Econs. except that once i knew who is my teacher, i was like so disgusted. u guessed it. mrs seng[she will be the next lkk!!!!!]well, not really.......... plus mr wong, and he is way better than mrs seng.
first day of Home Econs and start lesson already. i mean... WTH?? three periods. how to suvive? and now i have to reconsider on whether taking Home Econs in sec 3. pray that i will be in mr wong class instead of hers.
so far the new subjects are: geography, music, home econs, IPW
speaking of IPW, that.... is a very weird subject. i've realised sth during that lesson. when mrs chua asked us to say our name and how we felt abt this subj.. sth like that, i was the ONlY gal who said a little negative abt it.. all said like "IPW will help me in the future." "i think IPW would be an interesting subject."[all are very close to those i mention] i was the only one who said, " i think IPW is a very weird subject" well.. im only saying what i feel abt that subject. had a great time in school.. yibin no change........ still throwing things at me...-.-" oh ya.. did i mention that i wouldnt be seeing lkk xcept for english!!!??? OMG!! so happy.. wednesday dun need to see her face.. =D
my bronchus is damn way painful.. cough too much le i think. even the muscles are aching now. talking also got prob le.. T.T
couldnt go to the movies with sy and others[dunno who actually] tmr got school... T.T sad.. CRY.. *BOOHOO* but looking forward to this saturday. hope that concord will have tkd. so can go and see him. =)) probably hang out after that[well... if he agrees and is free[ i must check also.. ]]
Sunday, June 26, 2005
- 11:55 AM
ytd went maris stella high... very fierce lor the sparring... i can never ever be compared to them... to me the best one was the kick.. kick the dunno what out.. ah.. then went back home.. sy send me back... he saw one very bright "star".. star or "star" i also dunno... hahaX.. i had a really great time being with him... i was hoping that it would last forever... haiZx.. =(( if only if he can sign in now... wanna chat and nth else.. i said CHAT!!
Friday, June 24, 2005
- 1:13 PM
he's mad at me. i know it. T.T
he's mad at me. i know it. T.T
he's mad at me. i know it. T.T
he's mad at me. i know it. T.T
he's mad at me. i know it. T.T
he's mad at me. i know it. T.T
he's mad at me. i know it. T.T
he's mad at me. i know it. T.T
he's mad at me. i know it. T.T
he said not to bring this up but i know he's mad at me T.T
should i go tmr...? he's mad at me........
7.42----
im angry with myself.. i feel like breaking and throwing everything which comes into my sight.. best is a knife.. ARGH..
Thursday, June 23, 2005
- 5:09 PM
i dlte the previous post.. by today de... those who read le, then good lor..
just now nth better to do, go to vanessa blog.. read her february posts.. some of my comments, i dun understand -.-" the funniest was sy's sister de comment... after reading her that feb posts, im starting to doubt that all was a lie bout she liking him.. hmm.. nvm.. wan me continue talk to me on msn.. haiZx.. sick..[im not trying to bring this matter up again..]
i dunno why.. came back from camp, my temper worsen alot.. i hate home.. so is the computer.. i mean.. hello..?? computer..?? who ACTUALLY hates computer..? ok, maybe some...
-- i really wish to hold his hand the next time we go out.. i take back my words of huggin.. wanted to do yet no guts.. WTH!!?? i can dream only bout being with him.. now i do not know what to do.. if i really do not have the chance, and i think i still have, whatever i do, will go down the drain... want to hear the 3 words.. not love... but like.. i've dashed my hopes the other time.. and because of what i've said/type affected his feelins for me.. T-T i wonder when i would meet him and listen to his voice again.. probably this saturday.. probably next saturday.. probably during his semester break, or whatever it's call.. talkin on phone maybe over liao..[funny how i always say things that makes me NOT happy..]maybe i dense.. young... or didnt think further.. ytd nite i think of what he did recently.. but still couldnt come to a conclusion.. perhaps i have.. yet cant confirm..T.T
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
- 4:36 PM
what's the matter with everyone..? what's so nice bout saying vulgar words..?what has this world become to...? will the future generation kids put a vulgar in every single sentence..? and i seriously hate AC gals..
- 3:13 PM
im back... and im not happy that im back.. i mean... i was having so much fun at camp.. home is now like... not a part of my life already... i dun even feel like im part of the family..
Day 1:
kx and vanessa call me to go earlier so i could help them in carrying the stuffs for bbq and bla bla.. last one to be at the bus interchange.. i was on the nick of time... cos bus 307 reach le... then they were all about to go into the bus... chow then send us to the chalet... few hours later realised that many of them were not coming.. stupid simon so ACBC..wear sunglasses in room.. activites cancelled.. we do our own things.. before that ernest and kx bought those [lame] water guns.. planned to use them to sabo us during the games.. but in the end useless... we then went outside of the room and play with water.. use flour also.. ahaha.. chow ask kx to pour water in the dustbin... actually is for refillin those guns.. but he instead used 5/6 of water in the pail to pour on ernest... ernest took a bath... with his clothes on.. AHAHA.. he tried to take revenge.. pour the rest back on kx... while i was talking to sy my phone also got wet... nite time bbq... van and i no help bbq... just eat.. but first time bbq i eat very little.. worst part.. sleeping time.. damn van and her bad sleeping habits... legs open so big... in the end not enough space to sleep for winnie and me.. T.Talso got ppl play cards under sleeping bag.. ppl keep switching on the torch.. whole nite got ppl nv sleep.. play xbox.. haiZx.. the we heard meow meow~~ sound.. i so scared till i close my eyes and cover myself with blanket... think vanessa scared till cry..[izzit..?]
Day 2:
winnie vanessa and me went to wild wild wet.. later kx join in.. went into the shiok river with our clothes.. i cant really see anything.. cause im not wearing my specs.. took the ulah ulah.. haha.. i sit that one so many times liao.. still must scream.. sian le.. after bout one hour we go escape.. but i went back to the room to take money.. whole body wet wet go escape... we play the dunno what game[nearest to the entrance..].. after that went to play alpha 8.. inside the room.. i ran out to...... vomit... sit the first game vanessa and me scream the loudest.. LOL.. went back to queue again.. i sit with damn kx on the rollar coaster.. banged onto him when got sharp turns T.T next we play the wet and wild[or... wild and wet????] play total bout 4 times.. sick.. take turns sitting in the first second third place.. the most back the best... will tio wet the most.. was surprised that winnie did not sit that one before.... kx like our dog.. we sit how many times he also sit.. never go into haunted house... [also never sit the inverter[the 360 thingy..] dun dare..] dun feel quite well after sitting too many times of the wet and wild.. skip the go cart also.. winnie and vanessa never sit before.. vanessa also dun know how.. just lai dat never sit le.. the whole time i was like anything.. dun go also can.. go also can... nite time bbq i only ate two kinds of food.. that is the crab meat and prawn balls.. sleep with hungry stomach.. before that he msged me saying he unable to make it.. i cry... cant help it.. i mean.. i was so so looking forward to it.. then he say he not coming... whole day happy for nth.. but just a joke only lor.. want to surprise me... haiZx.. he came with zy.. follow by kw.. i bring the flies into the room hor..? i went out.. winnie ask me to go in again.. i said im not going in until they all left.. which i really did.. they laugh alot.. sad that i WOULLD HAVE to miss them.. play dai di and old maid... ears so "dirty" after the game.. reason was in his blog.. done.. sleep.. very peacefully.. everyone sleeping.. surprised... then simon and the rest came back from bowling.. simon used his lighter[he smokes.. that's why he has lighter].. threaten ppl..? ki si lah.. say wan pack so next day dun need to pack.. ppl want sleep lor.. i dun wan listen to any more of his nonsense.. go call sy..
day 3:
stupid simon keep saying bout ppl.. think when he sleeping nth wrong.. tell you.. HE SNORE THE LOUDEST!! say ppl snore[nv say anything bout me] as if like he never.. whole room can hear.. and first time have difficulties in going back to sleep because of someone snore... morning told vanessa.. i said to keep mum about simon snores cause i know when u say 1 sentence bout him.. he will ding u back 10.. so just diam.. 9+ pack everything and left.. zzzz.. dun feel like going back..
during this three days i got to know them better.. especially vanessa and her sleeping habits and attitude... ok.. i know my attitude do sux.. probably alot or a little.. but hers is worse than mine.. she dong bu dong quarrel with guys.. especially simon and kx.. and also she often complain and add in comments.. correct simon's pronounciation.. too bad..in the end got corrected instead.. in her sleeping habits so sai.. no space to sleep.. nearly kena kick off from the bed early this morning by her.. sleeping on the same bed with her is like sleeping in hell..
Sunday, June 19, 2005
- 8:30 PM
after today.. i realised how important he is to me.. this may sound like rubbish... but to me it isn't..
today go k-box again.. though i need not need to pay.. im still broke.. i brought $46.. but in the end still use all..then i didnt really sing.... and most of the songs i dunno.. nv hear b4.. the best song so far was the m2m song.. forgot title.. i got the song.. or mabe the album.. but two songs only.. so dunno counted album or not... mirror mirror was on the list.. but she skip it.... i keep quiet though... then the lunch was like... smell nice yet... tastes abit... yucks... and.... thx for.. er... blanja-ing me..? erm.. dunno how to say..
tmr starting camp.. i still haven pack... kind of not excited to go le.. cause cannot sign in msn and chat with him... i am hopin that he would call me and chat during one of the nites.. but felt really bad cause i always ask him to wait.. but i dunno how to continue... haiZx.. T.T after today.. i dunno if he would let me be.... erm.. nvm... i didnt ask too much bahX.. ='(
Saturday, June 18, 2005
- 5:46 PM
i'll post.. while friendster is taking a [hell] long time to load the page.. [it has load finish... =.=]
went to sentosa early in the morning.. reach there bout 8+.. cause the F&N coca cola company got the family day.. dad took part in the game[s].. theme is suvival[i tink.. XD]first one is lighting the torch.. the one that those ppl use in the survival.. except that each torch belongs to one GROUP.. actually they have to use stick and sth to light it up.. in the end.. haiZx.. use lighter.. lol.. cause very difficult.. only got sparks.. very little.. not enough to lit a fire.. second one is they had to snatch for styrofoam, those big [water] bottles used in companies, then the 1.5 litres bottles, the float[never see the float before.. WEIRD l0ookin] and strings.. then make into a raft which can take at least two kg... swim to one part in the sea[must wear life vest.. or DISQUALIFIED!!!].. somewhere betweentwo islands[its at the birgde at siloso beach] then take a sack.. sack inside are food.. which are for the next part of the survival game.. "fear factor" they call it.. first group the are the easiest.. i mean.. better than the rest.. the vending warriors came in first.. my dad was in that group.. yay!! the vending warriors had to blend celery.. bittergourd[dad fren at first thought is toilet paper].. bread.. eggs.. then dunno got what le..they took 4.95 secs to finish.. other group[s] had to add extra ingredients.. one is wasabi and soy sauce.. AHAHa.. last group... haiZx.. took 4.7 secs.. T.T.. ok.. next part.. treasure hunt.. vending warriors lost... third position[i said last cause the three fasters group who drink the stuff got into the next round]T.T then the rest two play volleyball.. when everything over le those who play volleyball de... though they like ard middle age.. all good lookin.. hahaX.. then got one guy.. regenite de.. =.= prefect.. haiZx.. so dao mei.. meet him THERE...
Friday, June 17, 2005
- 12:51 PM
AHAHAH..
so happy..
why..?
i came in first for quake3[demo] TWICE!!![with 15-20 kills]
ahaha..
best..
i was so shock in the beginning..
skills shot up within a gd nite sleep..
AHAHAHA...
my best weapon is rocket launcher..
yup!! rocket launcher.. ahah
this morning got a big quarrel with bro..
he is such a freaking big K-P-O
whatever i do he has to poke his nose into it..
as if like my boss..
whatever he said are indirectly tellin me that im dirty.. gross..
lemme tell you.. im not
you're the one..
u are ALOT dirtier than a dirty person..
Thursday, June 16, 2005
- 5:40 PM
toilet... cold weather..??
wth..?
my hands were from from the cold..
*shiver*
headache after few rounds of quake3..
hello...??
you're a weakling, pamela..
- 3:41 PM
tonite go bp plaza.. haiZX.. sian..
just now play the quake3.. noobie sia i.. even we cannot see who playin.. i still feel very paiseh when lose.. haiZx.. the best one so far was only two kills.. the game is some sort like Unreal Tournament... but then is kill enemies.. ya.. more similar to CS.. when free must go down the cc there play CS.. long time no play liao..
Wednesday, June 15, 2005
- 3:16 PM
NO ONE MESSES WITH ME... UNDERSTAND!!? NO ONE!!! IM NOT PLAYIN WITH ANY JERKS XCEPT sinyu[and the rest... peeps whom he knows].. GET THAT..? DUN EVER COME INTO MY ROOM AND STEAL THE CHESTS.. SCH REOPEN... U GET IT FROM ME..AND I MEAN IT.. IM NOT GOIN TO BE THE PAMELA YOU USE TO KNOW.. LIM WEEBOON... U CALL ME CHICKEN..? CALL ME F*****..? BITCH? WHAT ABT YOU..? SO FILTHY TO MENTION YOU IN MY BLOG.. S-O-A-B.. ever since you bastards play sp... i cant play my own game quietly.. weeboon keeps comein to my rm and take the chests.. matthew keep askin me to go into sp to trade cards.. and dual.. 1 on 1.. I WILL SAY THIS.. THE FIRST AND LAST TIME.. IM NEVER GOIN TO TRADE WITH YOU.. NEVER.. and im goin to buy my own premium card.. and put password... DUN EVER WHISPER TO ME EITHER.. U PISS ME OFF... GET UR UGLY FILTHY FACE OFF!!!!!!!!!
p.s the previous post i've mention sth wrong.. on saturday i think i got come online.. nite time..
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
- 6:58 PM
aiya... finally come online liao.. happy lah.. i saturday go east coast... so no online.. sunday got online.. but U not online.. i afternoon go out.. then come home sleep... wake up liao DUN WANNA come online... today whole day out..from abt 8am until 6+..so now then online..
haiZx.. ytd.. discuss for the camp.. or rather... playin with kx cap.. stupid lorX.. under shelter still wear cap... then derrick/ernest play a game in chow's acc.. after finish go lot one.. kx spent abt $120 to catch "fish".. soft toy lai de actually.. $120 for 11 toys nia.. but i got four.. then today ernest gave van the cow... in the end is i take.. cos OF SOME SPECIAL REASON[she sunday then giving me back.. it even has a name..].. hahaX.. then ytd becos i was rushin to take the senja lrt.. on the escalator he give me the sheep.. =D van and i beg him to give us at first.. becos only got one then he dun wan give.. but in the end still give me... cos i beg for it for the last time..^^ in train he offer me sweet.. but i reject.. so sweet.. LOLX.. jkjk..
today go k-box with van.. just sing the qian nian zi lian song then throat dry liao[she finish hers and MY coke within half an hour..i only drank abt half..].. lol... and some ppl keep skipin the song.. even my one!! T.T sang yi qian nian yi hou 2 times... i lovvee that song so much.. then before go k-box saw xinyu at arcade!!! i nearly cannot recognise her.. she let her hair down.. and also becos i long time nv see her.. then follow her to control station to wait for other peeps.. let's see if i can remember... hmm.. simin, samantha, vicky[victoria], abigail, nelson, jun da[he so tann.. so shuai.. =X some more his spectacles frame color and thickness suit him[his skin]], jun chi[think still got gals but forgot le].. then at arcade also saw celest.. but she was hangin out with her pals.. her sch frens.. then saw some classmates.. plus one prefect from rgt.. julian, stephanie,sarah,iris lai dat bah.. oh ya.. i saw zhan ning[my p6 partner..] too.. readin newspaper bahX.. first time.. hahaX.. miss my concord frens so much.. muacckkzz!! heeX..
Sunday, June 12, 2005
- 7:47 PM
now got abit of time to post sth.. will make it quick.. sweet and short..
today... nono.. whole day... i got nth to do.. when got nth to do.... my mind will start to wonder.. yeah... miss someone.. miss him till get very agitated... haiX.. nite time got to get up once to cool.. this morning also.. lucky got aircon.. then wrap myself tightly with the blanket.. thinkin of how nice it would be if it was his body givin me the warmth.. i mean.. huggin... so warm.. so cosy.. so nice..
nearly finish the du shu bao gao liao.. soon... but then dun know what other components i had to add in... zzz sian diao...
show start le..
Saturday, June 11, 2005
- 11:00 PM
not even one sms from him.. all use up for his frens for work or project or watever... i ren enough le..... bet he doesnt know i feel... of course.. busy with his own life.. lai dat only can talk in msn lor..T.T * bucket [really] filing up le.. *
- 10:06 PM
ytd.. dunno why.. of all guys.. i just have to dream of HIM!! yong chuan i mean.. the dream was very clear.. dreams normally once wake up will forgot.. i mean.. after awhile lorX.. ah.. maybe some ppl dun.. nvm.. back to my dream.. the most clearly one is that when he and i was lookin at each other.. rare.. the time when talk alot was during p5[sitting in hall for assembly].. he was sitting behind me.. partenering janielson..?? i was then with sam... i think.. haiZx.. didnt know that was the first.... and the last.. then got once when we threw erasers each other.. got with other gals.. lolX.. so fun.. but didnt talk as much as during in the hall..
just now went east coast park again.. next week probably couldnt go there again.. the company my father works in got family day.. is a sat.. venue at sentosa.. must read there by 9 izzit..? early... that time i will still be slping.. hahaX.. hmm.. today at east coast park.. rollar blade as usual.. with my bro.. dad jog.. mom slowly walk.. all alone.. hahaX.. when mom say want go home.. dad say give us challenge.. we rollar blade to one part of the park.. they drive the car over there... but then in the end still MOM ROLLAR BLADE!! ahem.. i mean.. she learn how to.. then i "hao lian" -.-" want to speed up.. fall... on my right..... butt.. bro oso fall.. when speedin up.. but he fell on his front left... first go straight.. lost balance.. turn left.. and fall.. the turn left should be abt 90 degrees.. haahX. professional fall..
Friday, June 10, 2005
- 11:46 PM
feel that there's a need to post again before i go to bed.. well.. main subj is him again..
just now i very bo liao.. so go look at my past posts.. there's this one post which got me thinking again.. i forgot what date... but that post.. i typed what his sis told me.. we had a HUGE quarrel... i know the reason.. but wouldnt be typin down here just in case there's some "mistakes"..and to also not everything also type them here.. then there's this another post where i typed that i "miss him..?" sth like that.. ya.. i do miss him.. except that now is not occasionally.. but everyday.. reason: i had nth to do.. since my bro and mom are staring at the comp..well.. almost half the day.. i did not talk as much as last time[last time i had an endless bunch of things to talk.. i think]... maybe becos there isnt any "special relationship" or "bond" between us now.. of course.. im hopin for the day to come[the last one under "ABOUT"].. i will work towards my short term "goal".. i dun noe what i will do if i fail to fulfil or what accomplish it.. probably cry myself to sleep every nite[thought i know it's kind of silly].. now maybe if that day come.. then i would really start to pour out everything like my feelins and what i wish to and really wan to say[which i didnt say for WEEKS] to him.. OF COURSE.. i would watch my words.. dun wan another quarrel coming this way... not a gd sign...
ya.. his past posts also got me thinking... also abt the HUGE quarrel.. i wish... i had not hesitate or dun wish to.. ahem.. sth sth which start with "s" and end with "t".. five letter word.. regret a million... T.T
- 1:58 PM
HAIZX.. a sigh before posting anything..
ytd went to lot1.. saw no one familiar... go comic connection buy the comic books.. back home watch tv bath and watch tv again.. the LOST show lorX... show finish.. read the comic book 2 again.. mom useless.. everytime wan watch nite time show she will end up slping on the sofa.. so normally wil leave me and bro watching.....just now wan go k-box.. but jocelyn dun wan.. and i dun wan to just go out with my brother.. HAIZX.. im going to slack at home the whole day again.. or watch tv... while bro and mom play RUNESCAPE!!! runescape maniacs[spellin correct or wrong dun care]... whole day nth but runescape...... ask mom qn either she cannot hear or dun give a damn... always got to repeat.. or else is when give answer not serious one... then i do hw have to go living room.... cos no chair to sit... still stick to my comic better..... =/
Thursday, June 09, 2005
- 3:22 PM
ytd had a great time at rgt de trainin... van and kx spike me for very long!!even mr lee.. T.T ernest take a picture of the the PAPER which i wrote sth.. then say what he will send it to..ahem.. him.. i was screaming[bet whole sch can hear.. damn loud!!] to cover everything so that mr lee cant hear what van was tellin him.. even pulled her outside of the hall.. step on my two toes!!! some more... that van also another big mouth lorx.. everything also wan to tell mr lee.. and mr lee change some of the "lao shu ai da mi" song to blah blah blah.. forgot le.. even if remember also wun wanna type here.. its plain lame! ahahaX.. know what i weak in le... T.T must buck up...
monday meetin van ernest kx and chow for a meetin for the camp.. SIANZZ sia.. shouldn have kpo kpo help kx then in the end incharge of food with van.. sick lor.. so busy.. then tuesday got trainin.. suppose to dont have de... but then all like wan trainin.. so got another one lor.. nvm.. i can go practice again... MUST remember to go lot one after that.. buy the 2nd and 3rd comic book of the Magister Negimagi.. dunno what shit... chinese is moi fa lao shi.. haiya.. if go on lai dat sure broke de... *bucket nearly full of tears* or else buy the nineth book of the "chu lian"[first love].. read book 1-8 and then 10... skip book nine cos the cover not nice!! ahahaX.. at first read book 10 blur blur de.. cos months never read le.. since the book eight simin lend me last yr.. should be during the maths trail.. which i've totally forgot when.. gd thing i still have my badge which every facilitators would have.. but no date..! T.T wahX.. that time after PSLE le.. so should be ard late october.. IZZIT!? oh well.. cannot go on "!?".. back to the comic.. probably will start a collection of comic books.. when i have my own family.. i will have a little readin corner/rm in the house with a big big shelf of comic books[plus air con.. music.. ah..]!! i will buy my own laptop... a bungalow[shit.. dreamin le].. and then one comp for each of my kids.. broke... then have to sell everything.. sleep at the roadside... ok.. what the heck am i talkin.. drag till own family IN FUTURE..
what's next?? ya.. jurong west.. i like that shirt alot.. so nice.. kind of "evil".. not suitable for females to wear.. lolx.. ii dunno.. but then i die die must have that shirt..too bad last time no more stock.. all big big one.. very nice.. black.. my 8 characters says i cannot wear black.. my bro de say he cannot drink cold drinks.. what nonsense!!!but we 2 still go against it... ahahahaha.. that's why my mom never buy black clothes for me when i very young.. ah.. heck cares.. i not now still wear black.. black my fav color.. but i will not become siao siao bout black like sarah donna nana jia kaya.. ^^
ytd chat with him.. after readin his past posts[few months de].. i realised sth.. im jealous... a stupid thing actually.. im jealous that he is havin so much fun at sch while im nearly everyday rottin at home!!![when go out only got to do with tkd and stuff] T.T stupid.. i wish holidays would be over soon.. haiZx.. feel like sayin sth to him also.. but its not appropriate to say it.. maybe in future.. or maybe never... T.T
anyone free..??? free..??? FREE??!! go out!!! i dun wan be organiser le.. so mafan..
this post will go on... i probably still got some more things to type.. but then so long... haiZx..
Tuesday, June 07, 2005
- 1:53 PM
i miss him...
doubt he knew....
_____________________________________________
wanna apologise to them for my bad attitude last time..
dunno how many times i have said this..
probably once..
hmm..
maybe a few times..?
_____________________________________________
have i been forcing him to that all this while..?
i..dunno..
but i wanna know the truth..............................'
i wan to stop everything..
before i feel guilty all over again..
Sunday, June 05, 2005
- 12:32 PM
did i mention that anakin was dead handsome..??
- 11:04 AM
it's too early to post.. but i'll write sth abt friday and ytd..
went to watch star wars on friday nite.. 9.30 show..in the beginning.. i dun understand anything... the volume was so loud... and the voices were like inaudible.. the sound effects were so cool and it rocks.. the best sound effect is the lightsaber.. OMG.. im dieing to have one.. get a blue color one... Obi-Wan Kenobi's and Anakin's... both blue also.. ^^ and the show has such a bad ending.. anakin turn to the Dark Side of the Force just to save padme from dieing while giving birth to their twins..T.T[wanna guess what time now..? 11.50!!] ok.. enough of star wars.. or i will go on.. though here has only a small part] oh ya.. before i forgot.. saw shuan at pizza hut!! he so damn handsome.. too bad mom cant recognise him..
ytd went to east coast park.. saw thomas[head prefect] and another of his fren[strength house].. think they got camp..he didnt see me.. or rather he dont know me that's why he cant see me... -.-" roller blade for bout 2-3 hrs.. then went back home.. i nv bath.. too lazy to bath.. then went to eat dinner at somewhere in bukit panjang.. near my grandma house... later probably goin to jurong west...
[realised sth after read his blog.. and i should do that too.. frens first.. then lovers..]
Thursday, June 02, 2005
- 9:00 PM
hahaX.. had a great time in school today... though only have just the pupil-teacher interaction.. got alot of crap... yibin use sunflower from the cabin hit vanessa, sarah, stephanie, shadrina and me.. because inside the flowers have something hard.. so when hit pain... then for the sake of sitting.. matthew[i think] ask hy to move further one side.. so he can sit between me and him.. a two seater sofa sia.. squeeze three people.. some more beside me sitting on the "handle"[dunno what it is called]was vanessa.. he and my leg was like touching.. then vanessa[i think] call hy little brown bear.. he responded.. reason:he was reading a book by enid blyton titled the little brown bear and other stories[titled is like that bahX..].. hahaX.. so funny..and when i was back home.. my bro and mom were still playing runescape!!! talk loudly/shout from room to room.. brother keep entering exiting my room... they were doing quest.. god... then mom cook lunch abt 3+.. i was starving..
during the interaction.. ms low asked qns from the green paper.. when come to the qn about do u have any boyfriend or someone special... well.. i admit i like someone.... BUT NO BOYFRIEND... lolX.. and ms low seem to have forgot him.. ah.. oh well... too bad she has amnesia... can't remember alot of things =XXX hy said she has a handphone too.. cause ytd she phoned some of us up to tell us what to bring.. yes... she PHONEd me UP.. i can't believe it.. when i put the receiver down.. i said to my parents" eh.. u know who call anot?? LKK LEHX!!!"
everytime i call her lkk.. my mom will laugh.. dunno what's so funny..
[man.. i didn't know just helping out for the food in a camp is so difficult.. haiZx..]
