Wednesday, August 10, 2005
- 7:39 PM
get-out-of-my-life!!!!! ur "i love you" IS FAKE!!! U SAID THAT LAST TIME COS IT'S NICE TO SAY!! YOU BASTARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I DUN CARE IF WHAT I SAY WILL AFFECT OUR FRIENDSHIP, BUT I DUN GIVE A DAMN ABT IT WHEN I CRY AND COULDNT TELL WHAT IM FEELING.!! I DIDNT KNOW UR FEELINGS FOR ME IS SO GOD-DAMN FRAGILE.... U ARE DIFFERENT. DIFFERENT!!!!!! NOW THAT U DUN LIKE ME, U COULD GET A LOAD OFF UR MIND AND CONCENTRATE ON UR STUDIES. U LANDED ME IN THE SAME STATE AS MY FRENS. U SAID IM NOT A TOY AND I CAN MAKE DECISIONS TOO. U DIDNT GIVE A A CHANCE. I WAN U TO GIVE ME A CHANCE AND YET ALL U SAY WAS TO FIND ANOTHER SUN, FORGET U. EASIER SAID THAN DONE. U NOE HOW MUCH TEARS I'VE CRIED SINCE I LOVE YOU? I WET MY PILLOW, MY EYES ARE LIKE GOLDFISH THE NEXT DAY. I CANT HELP MYSELF BUT CRY IN SCHOOL. IT'S SO DAMN EMBARRASING. I DIDNT TRUST GUYS AS MUCH AS BEFORE THEN. I COULDNT BRING MYSELF TO GET INTO ANOTHER RELATIONSHIP FOR THE FEAR OF BEING HURT AGAIN. AND THIS TIME, I-WILL-NOT-BE-ABLE-TO-TAKE-IT.
IM YOUNG, I DUNNO WHAT LOVE IS, THIS IS WHAT U ALL WILL SAY, ISNT IT?
about myself
pamela``
capricorn
monkey``[with bare buttocks!]
01011993``
top of list:MUSIC!!
money``
sea
fun
roller-blading``
badminton``
singing~~~~~
drawing!!`
comics
taekwondo
top of list:SMELLY SIMON
2nd of list:LKK
school``
lessons
hypocrites``
roti prata``
getting fat
no money``
not getting what i want``
really big attitude ppl
ge dou tian wang cd and dian shi yuan shen dai
to be friends with all the taiwan singers!
more money and cds
good grades``
go to melbourne again
wake up and smell the morning breakfast smell back in the house in mel.
to be able to see snow``
a condo with stairs``
high school musical music cd``
more taiwan idol dramas``
6B'04 CLASS GATHERING!![see this 6B ppl!]
a guy[boyfriend]to pamper me
dog; or
hamster; or
guinea pig as pet``
finally: to kick simon in the ass
