Thursday, August 11, 2005
- 8:45 PM
May God bless those who are in LOVE and those who have a steady relationship.
finally realised why last time in the "you fu" show youfu wanna sleep all day.... he doesnt want to do anything. he felt tired. woke up this morning and felt like doing is drifting into a long long sleep. i didnt wanna do anything. cried myself to sleep again. mie mie know i cried, for my eyes were puffy. not going to say hi to him anymore. either he say, or NO TALK. final. anyway, just now went msn and look at his msn nick, i cried. i feel like giving him a tight slap. he's not me, he wouldnt noe how i feel. he said what he hope that i will do. he wants me to do sth i DO NOT WANT TO DO. im suffering, u noe? when i cry, all i wanna want is some comfort from him, NOT WORDS TELLING TO REALISE THIS, REALISE THAT, WHAT'S BEST AND NOT. jiayi's the only person whom i can turn to. she's the only person who noes what im feeling. she tells me alot of things in the bus back from the marina carnival.i told her, my crush, like him for 3-4 yrs, u expect me to how many yrs then i can forget him? 10 yrs????? try??? as if like i nv..... i couldnt even reminisce those happy memories.... i would start crying again. my attitude towards love, has changed, for good.........
May God bless those who are in LOVE and those who have a steady relationship.
about myself
pamela``
capricorn
monkey``[with bare buttocks!]
01011993``
top of list:MUSIC!!
money``
sea
fun
roller-blading``
badminton``
singing~~~~~
drawing!!`
comics
taekwondo
top of list:SMELLY SIMON
2nd of list:LKK
school``
lessons
hypocrites``
roti prata``
getting fat
no money``
not getting what i want``
really big attitude ppl
ge dou tian wang cd and dian shi yuan shen dai
to be friends with all the taiwan singers!
more money and cds
good grades``
go to melbourne again
wake up and smell the morning breakfast smell back in the house in mel.
to be able to see snow``
a condo with stairs``
high school musical music cd``
more taiwan idol dramas``
6B'04 CLASS GATHERING!![see this 6B ppl!]
a guy[boyfriend]to pamper me
dog; or
hamster; or
guinea pig as pet``
finally: to kick simon in the ass
