Friday, September 30, 2005
- 10:38 PM
u noe what guys..? the PROBLEM is DRIVING ME NUTS!!! why isnt 1-5 gals NORMAL?? im not saying the whole lot, including me.. SOME GALS... less than 2.. im not saying anybody. im just so.... PISSED OFF U NOE.. -S- sits at her own desk is a torture. WHAT ABT ME!?? why u guys just leave me alone!!?? it's more torturing than -S- sitting there.. i had to put up with -I- BUTTING IN EVERY NOW AND THEN. DOING WHAT SHE LIKES OR WHATEVER TO -S-. i dunno what those ppl who wan to side with her sees in her.. i think they are blind.. she continues her bad attitude, her frens will slowing BYEBYE. then i one side will laugh at her and say" ORBI QUACK U BYTCH" u like gaining ppls' sympathy HOR? yaya.. im HEARTLESS.. think who u are.. say ppl as u wish.. u not their mother! u have NO, i repeat, NO rights to say bout them... u are nothing butt POO AND WEE. ARGH! AND PLEASE WALK MORE LIKE A GAL! LEGS DUN OPEN BIG BIG AND UR FEET DUN OPPOSITE OF DUCK FEET!
Thursday, September 29, 2005
- 5:32 PM
Quite cooling now... except wind isnt big.. Anyways.. i shouldnt be complaining about this kind of thing.. You know... Mother Nature... Ok.. Whatever..School's rather smooth today.. Some guys just love pissing us gals off... Not only guys.. but gals too... Gals ALSO noe how to make others worry.. Haizx.. Don't u peeps ever get sick of it..? Every now and then.. there would be guys coming over to talk SHIT. Some of them even think they are so funny, yet they are NOT. Some think they are really cool by making ppl laugh at their what they think are call "jokes", yet they are not. From normal feelings turn to HATRED. man, i hate them. Can't they ever get a life and stop talking what-i-call-bullshit for at least a day???
countdown to exams:7 days
Woot. exams are coming... Should be starting revision already... After this post and cutting the pictures for art exam, yes, i will go and study.. Hope i dun fall asleep halfway.. revision in sch pass few days with teachers are seriously boring... I couldnt barely keep my eyes open. but for maths, to make up for me [almost] drifting to dreamland, i tried to stay awake and listen to teacher as long as possible.. Gotta start revising and stop thinking of going to sleep!
Weakest maths small area: total surface area and volume of cylinder, total volume OR surface area of prism
Wednesday, September 28, 2005
- 6:25 PM
today sch as usual.. but it feels like a holiday.. anyway.. whateverdad took leave to keep mom company... i think it's stupid somehow......xD ytd they went swimming.. one for one hr.. just swim one round nia... mom tired LIAO...long time no swim le...hate swimming now.. dunno why.. last time nearly one week once go swimming with cousin/s and uncle.. with grandmother also sometimes..... now dunno why.. ahh...
exams next week.. got to study hard.. actually want today onwards study.. but hor.. that brother.... go tempt me switch on my comp... !!!!!! haizx// but canot blame him.. lunch go 163?? saw Roy[biao ge] fajar sec.. then today parents go toa payoh shop. wa sia.. spent nearly ONE THOUSAND DOLLARS.. reason: becos of one digital cam. very SLIM.. very BEAUTIFUL.. LOL
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
- 4:31 PM
start from ytd...so pissed off by jiayi!
this time she really went overboard!
i've tolerate for so long..
and even her sorry is not sincere!
"sorry lar"
how to accept!?
think everyone will give in to her..
let her do what she wants..
then the 'victim" mo mo de ren izzit!?
hmph(4)!
she should really one day go and think
what she had done..
no one gives her the permission
to do anything
she go do it!
U NOE MY THAT ANIME FACES VERY PRECIOUS TO ME!?
GO DRAW THE EYES SO HARD ON THE PAPER
LEAVE A PRINT
AND UR ITCY HANDS.. GO CORRECT MY VERY NICE FACES INTO WHAT!?
SHIT!
THEN GO TELL HER SAYING " NICE MARR? THIS ONE ME AND PAMELA DRAW ONE LEHX"
PUI!
THINK UR DRAWING VERY NICE IZZIT!?
PUI!
i tell u hor..
that one is COPYRIGHTED
and forever it will be me draw.
the ORIGINAL
the UGLY VERSION[mistakes and ugly parts] is YOU draw one. YOU.
open ur eyes big big and look carefully.
not first time doing to ppl le hor?
go pull the feathers out of mie mie the present of the pen with the blue feathers.
draw on mie mie's table..
let mie mie get scolded becos of YOU turning back to talk to her
always rely on ppl to write down notes then u copy.
take advantage of the sch things which are provided for you
always borrow foolscape paper
when are u going to change!?
and STOP turning ur head so hard till ur hair SMACK ppl face
no one likes it hor
and dun think u very "clean" laidat..
abit of mistake need liquid paper or new foolscape
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home econs sure fail..
cook le NOT FULL
process was also a DISASTER
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today...
SIAN DIAO.. dun wanna say
P.E had a very gd fun though.. we playing captain's ball
sweat till freaking smelly..
cant tahan the whole day
Sunday, September 25, 2005
- 4:01 PM
i got killed by this drake in dungeon
just ONE TOUCH!!!
seen this in dungeon before.. but unable to kill it..
not even one attack
\
able to kill this with few times attack..
but dunno use how many mana and hp pots.. T-T
- 2:25 PM
why, there are just too many september babies.. even my grandmother...
ok.. so far.. ppl whose birthday i know:
22/9 : mie mie
23/9 : my brother, father's fren son
24/9 : jasmine, iris
25/9 : my grandmother
according sia...
then still got quite a number of oct
babies i knew..
hmm.. nvm abt babies
ytd nite went roller blading..
yeah! i did master the skill!
but couldnt do as well as the first time..
can do only 180 degrees
and not 360
nvm de.. practice till the end!! lol
couldn turn to the right
with right leg in front left behind...
turn left instead
im totally the opposite of ppl. hahaz
later going to grandma's house celebrate..
at gu(1)x2 new house in sembawang...
all my maternal relatives leave in the north side sia...
except my family.. live so far..
if near near can everyday go visit each other T-T
ytd nite before go roller blading hor..
me and bro go to dungeon
WAH SIA..
I SOLO HOR
CAN GO SO FAR
GOT KILL BY DRAKE
ME SO PRO =D
my brother got further dunno where..
wanna go.. but die.. need ppl to go with me
canot take screen shots also..
but i will ask my bro to send me his pictures
i ask him to take de..
put down here and choose the best on
to put on my msn nick
so cant wait to show off [xD] sia!
then just now watch the magician thingy
on disney channel
that show rocks!
too bad that Max motive have been discovered.
or Danny would have been killed
by the 1000 pounds steel or sth!
hate him *bish*
Saturday, September 24, 2005
- 8:50 PM
been in a really bad mood the whole day..becos of what already said..
just now play maple and o2jam
play maple went into dungeon the evil eye thingy
solo
really rocks..
could kill the yellow thingy.. dunno what it's call..
evil eye or evil eye sth..
in the end die still
cos too many...
dunno wasted how many mana pots
but nvm
had a great time
but just couldnt take screen shot
desktop dun have the pic when taken
but nvm
ask my bro to take..
o2jam if long time nv play then all of a sudden play...
like very pro...
all mistakes like gone..
dad wanna go roller blading..
should i go?
think so.. haven finish learning the stunt..
PROBABLY TMR PUTTING THE PICS MY BRO TOOK IN DUNGEON SANCTUARY!! SO COOL
- 9:26 AM
Very early to actually post something...
firstly.. i wanna say happy birthday to jasmine.
22september was mie mie's birthday
23 september was my idiot bro's birthday..
today.. alas.. her birthday..
too many september babies..... *roll eyes shake head*
right now still in bedroom with air con on... freezing cold...
wanna guess the temperature?
20 degrees celsius!! *shiver*[brrr....]
later gonna paint my art..
should be able to finish if i really concentrate..
right now...
all i want to do....
is....
CHIAOZ
;ok.. lame.. i mean get lost....
....
whatever..
day's been spoil by just one sentence
[i only admire her............]
THAT sentence..
anyway.. it's kind of ridiculous since it happen so long ago..
and i still hanging on...
mad with myself..
Friday, September 23, 2005
- 11:23 PM
ok.. me continue... kind of really very sleepy to do anything presently.. but i will jian chi till finish typing.. had to stop just now becos my father was already downstairs by block waiting.. went to pizza hut for dinner.. reason: my bro's birthday.. didnt give him anything.. couldnt think of anything..anyway.. at pizza hut[lot one] i saw jasmine.. at first couldnt recognise me.. hahaz.. was classmate during p4.. love to mark with our left hand instead... weirdos..change template.. kind of getting sick with the is that or it a dream.. music is moments by ayumi hamasaki.. my favourite song.. but becos it's a PV RIP.. that's why backgrd got abit of guai guai sound..nearly want to sleep doing all this.. lucky take less than half an hour.. or else i cannot "an xin" go sleep...
parents ask us to think before we talk.. why cant they do too?rrr
kenneth... my goodness.. duno why he keep telling me abt his love problems?? man.. it's getting on my nerves...
- 6:00 PM
me post first before go out.. only got few minutes... kk start from the beginning of sch?? =.= no way.
art mdm fazelah didnt come.. so skip that lesson...
deography sian diao.. only copy down workbk from transparency. ok.. whatever.
MT dunno do what sai.. forgot liao.. what ever 2 -.-
english more SIAN DIAO. lkk lesson.. me rushing.. later maybe got time post.. okok.. l;ater
Thursday, September 22, 2005
- 7:02 PM
just now lose my temper. really freaking mad with my damn bro. what a selfish git! all he ever care is MAPLE! damn that game too... rather play his game than print the picture for my fren for one of her pics for art exam[???]!! SELFISH! NO MANNERS!dell has a stalker. that ugly ass jun jie. he creeps me out too! he's the ugliest guy on earth i've ever met. poor dell. his smile is like also the most horrible thingy i've ever seen. feel like shouting at him, telling him to stop pestering dell. always loiter outside classroom. even if wan jio dell dun need like dat. obviously everyone could see he is going too overboard! he's a disgrace to jjlin sia.. same name... yet looks is the opposite of him. jjlin handsome... he UGLY. UGLY UGLY UGLY. dunno what this world is becoming to..
kena caught by sy ex co form for my red hair. unable to hide it. rrr.. dunno want to remove ornot. just have it only for like 2 WEEKS!!? SO SHORT!
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
- 6:46 PM
me post before go and bath.. came back quite stime ago.. walk with frens to mrt station. but is by the time we reach the staion, left two of us. anyway.. we had alot of fun in lrt[ i did not type wrongly] told me the guys behind her are gays. then i said " i dun think they are gays.. i think they are tong xing lian.. isnt that still the same?" we laughed.today maths lesson we got back our test paper. me got full marks! hon yee also.. only two of us.. very surprise... not because get first.. but can get full marks. hope i can score as well for my coming maths exam paper. then during lit[there's lesson but it's always like free period; teacher lousy] iris and geraldine were playing with donna's hair. laugh till eyes wet wet and stomach pain. she looks like a doll!!! LOL
during science lesson iris sit beside me.. she couldnt see. she drew many elefants on my paper.. maths paper also.. goodness. she's always thinking dirty. pushed her to donna. cant tahan her. said yb likes me. as if! said because he always disturb me. then i said donna also what... replied saying he where got will like that charcoal one. EVEN IF HE IS THE LAST MAN ON EARTH, I WILL NOT LIKE HIM. besides, there are MANY guys in class picking on me... heard that hw likes another gal.. very curious... many flirts in my class... haizx...
probably next lesson then wear the uniform.. but it's like one month later.... no training becos of exams coming up... hope i will do well.... im not so sure if i can be top again. setting too high expectations for myself...
- i could say hi to you just now... but looking at you just remind me of J... very heartbreaking and saddening...
Monday, September 19, 2005
- 10:10 PM
I DID NOT DYE MY HAIR, IDIOTS. THAT IS CALL HAIR EXTENSIONim seriously in a very foul mood. dun disturb!!! ytd.. lantern festival; didnt enjoy one bit of the day, only when outside with jocelyn. we went to watch the show " 1 more chance " 3 ge hao ren. very touching. i cried. joanna and she said i look like ah lian.. probably didnt dress as nerdy as before. and i wasnt wearing shoes. nite time went downstairs with bro. i was b0red to tears![but didnt cry la] played with the candles; only use three boxes. find it very lame. dunno why whole time sian sian de. wanted to spent my day with someone actually. but then he was BOOKED. find the whole candle thingy damn lame. if cousins around then will be more fun.. the last time i stop using a lantern when was the time my lantern caught fire. i cried. lame. then after that started playing with candles. remembered one time p3[dunno same yr as lantern burnt]saw my frens at CC.never talk to them liao.
today in school worse. that either dammit xue jin or wee boon go pull my red hair. THOUGHT I DYE. STUPID FOOLS. shouted at them; no feeling. dun even noe i angry or what. always PICK ON ME. NO OTHER GALS TO PICK ON IZZIT!? [glad that chew yibin didnt come]
dun wanna talk abt just now the maple. it was disastrous. i last time use that one over brother computer kena notice liao. i was afraid of kena banned that's why i didnt go in.. even if i went in it's only a short period of time and very less protection. since i said that.. why dun he report me, my cousin and brother? i knew someone who scam ppl, wanna report too? i logged out just now one: i was scared that u will report me. two: i was freaking furious. scared rather than furious. report me is for my own gd, i noe.
i couldnt handle my emotions. WHY CANT I JUST BE LIKE OTHERS!!? WHY CANT I BE LIKE OTHERS WHO SHI LIAN LE THEN ABLE TO FORGET HIM!!? WHY-I-JUST-CANT-!!? WHY I WOULD RATHER LIVE IN MISERY THAN A LIFE FULL OF LAUGHTER!? all i ever wanted is someone to hug.. someone to love me[not family love].. i want to love that person back.... someone to be there for me when i need him very badly. someone to talk to........ half of my brain is classified as the "misery compartment"
Saturday, September 17, 2005
- 9:51 PM
me sibeh bo liao.. but look at some natural disasters picture very nice.. got one is mega tsunami or sth sth.. i think tai kua zhang le.. but will put it down here anyway.. all the pictures look abit blur though.. anyway.. me probably celebrating alone with mom lantern festival tmr... first time.. kind of really angry and damn sad.. not in a really gd mood after that msg with him liao.. one yr... whatever.. dun wanna affect our frenship.. been getting along pretty well this few days.. kind of cheer me up ALOT. whatever again. haven finish finding pictures.. actually been asking ppl if anyone afraid of weapons.. cos me wanna find a weapon like dagger of knife or sth.. cos i have this death picture, the skull and cross below it.. me wanna draw the dagger or knife through one of the eye hole in the skull.. very nice.. got another one is the dagger/knife through a cockroach. got scorpion also... my fav is the broken heart.. i fear of that.. really.. painful sia.. shouldn be bringing up this kind of things in the first place also.. whatever the third time..downstairs have this really stupid celebration for the lantern fest. shoulda have been tmr.... dunno why they make it today.. sian diao.. everynow and then me shouting "diam lah! jin cha lehx!!" it's useless.. cos obviously the sound downstairs is like a MILLION TIMES LOUDER THAN MINE.. wonder why so quiet.. finally.. finally... finally they call it a day.. started since 5+? ended at TEN PM.
xinyu dun look like she is before.. she changed so much!! me still prefer her last time look. now like.. more gentle also? remember last time like to attack ppl with her penknife then kena tio confiscated X= miss her..
- 1:06 PM
i think im going to die waiting for the harry potter and the goblet of fire to come out!! just kidding.
im still looking for pictures.... T_T
Friday, September 16, 2005
- 11:12 PM
comp lag like hell... haizx... didnt do my norton and adware..heard from mom auntie marijke and uncle robert coming singapore!? i miss them so much!!! it's been quite sometime since we last met..should be a few yrs ago..first they going to england to visit uncle robert's brother in law.. cool. then probably just stoping by in singpore for few hours then catch another plane go back australia[melbourne] or stay here for a few days.. maybe if free make paper cranes for auntie marijke.. they rich wor.. got one mini caravan sia... maybe going there during december holidays.. but me really wish to go to new zealand lehxx!!
today dunno got what little "conselling" from that lao bee hoon.she sucks man.. just because change seat without her damn freaking permission.. so piss me off... in the end change place with iz. that is just like so behind ONLY. finally can sit with those bunch of lunatic gals.. but very very sad. i will miss thaddeus!! he has been quite a gd fren.. now sit so far... very sad lehx... haizx... he want to change... it will be different from monday onwards....
peeps reading this... please msged me if u noe anything related to fear... best is able to send a pic[EASY TO DRAW]. im so tired... rr...
Thursday, September 15, 2005
- 2:39 PM
today dunno what lesson laugh until i cry!!! i really cant help it.. only few seconds later face red red le.. X= always lai dat.. laugh abit red liao.. if paiseh not blush like TOMATO!?anyway... the funny part is.. sh and yb were talking bout their boys de thingy. why cant they sit like the gals the lehx..? i mean cross leg.. cos they got the thing. they ask hw if he can cross his leg... he can.. then say he dun have de thing.. yb tried.. say very pain and difficult???? sh said:"yin wei ni de hen da mah" ; okok.. i noe.. NOT funny.. but i seriously cant help laughin!!!
iris didnt come.. becos her dog nearly died!! man.. it's so sad.. no wonder she didnt come to sch.. thought she sick as usual... believe now her dog still at the vet.. haizx... if her dog die.. i definitely will go an wei ta.. cos i noe how it feels like to have own precious animal dead... got experience before... didnt even give my hamster a proper burial!!! so so damn regret.. ='( if allow probably buy 2 guinea pigs.. one for my bf and me.. hahax
cant stand guys.. they are: hopeless, useless, dirty minded. examples are sh and yb. sh ask me to siam.. my own seat ask me to SIAM!!!? just for the sake of changing place. dun want change can mah..!? ma de.. so damn piss off... wan to look on the bright side also cannot! think sh, me, iz, thad will change place for gd sia.. haizx.. cant stand the sight of sh right in front of me! think of it makes my blood boil.....
saw nicholas de little baby sister so cute!!!!!!! few months only lehx.... cute!!!!!! CUTE!!!! didnt go cabin to see ms low... all peer leaders cant be bothered[me one of them]... all the guy peer leaders all dunno die where liao.. fifi not going.. she going lot1.. lai dat only left me and rafiqah.. not siao!? we two see the face of lkk and help her.. want to puke... tell rafiqah.. since no one going then we also dun go.. dun care.... strip us off our title dun CARE~ wo bu xi han..
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
- 6:58 PM
mr lee saw my red hair X= but i dun care whether can see or not liao.. or teachers blind one. even DM.today before tkd went back to class... few times.. first time only me, jia yi, and hon yee in class.. jia yi help me draw on my shoes X= =P i like the "evilistic gurl" very nice. hahax.. when i become lai dat de.. anyway, my attitude towards work change man... i dun care liao.. all i know is play.. haven fun.. haiya.. and then exams are only exactly THREE WEEKS AWAY!!!! better study hard.. gonna ask mom buy maths assessment for me.. week in the different types of quadrilaterals.. and the next few times in class.. i dunno what got into me.. i just became a spastic gurl. i talk ALOT. fren ask me shut up but still.... ahh.. oh well.. they were decorating class[i dunno for what... TERM FOUR LIAO.. still decorate what.. this term will pass very fast.. her fault lah.. lkk.....]and i suggested pink sun... me purposely wanna "piss" donna off.. cause she hates pink alot.. whenever see pink she will say "pink's a disgrace" she can say my good fren bahx... first gd fren in rgt.. or rather.. in secondary sch.. could really relax and talk crap in front of her... she wun mind.. ^^ i also told my frens how my bro draw the maple balrog and octopus.. MAN!! LIKE K2 DRAWING!!!!
sth like this... his maple oct.. no offence bro!! and his balrog looks like dog.... LOL. gt more... his house is also k2 type de house... haizx... art... my art aren't any better either.. but i still manage to get A during my pri sch..
didnt talk to him during tkd.. but look at him a few times.. look at his eyes... maybe after my exams bahx.. try to ask him if he free... just hang out....
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
- 5:11 PM
haiya... so many blogs to visit... dun care them.. free then see X=had a great time today in sch. it's a wonder how boys can change the mood of someone[dun talk bout the bully part!! always pick on me. cant u guys find someone else!?] today is the BEST ever lesson lkk gave us. at first i thought it was lame and stupid when she ask us to write a essay of about 100 words about the house or apartment we live in. i wrote really very short. reason: i was talking nearly the whole time. dun wann say bout the tv.. i only noe it's BIG. then dining table is of glass top. underneath has a big gap and then is a big and think piece of plastic wood that type. still got drawers. lai dat end there. then say where i want to go.. i mean.. dream country. but first, leave that aside. why was i talking nearly the whole time. mostly is talking to thaddeus[not that i like him or sth, i dun find him cute either whereas my frenSSS say he is]we were exchanging on what type of house we wanna live in. got one i said: if got one very big swimming pool inside the house, then night time, u switch on BLUE will be very nice. then nicky say wan build a GLASSouse on top of somewhere????...er.. dun wan say liao... disgusting that it....
me wanna go visit new zealand. didnt even think of wanting to go there until today. all my frens fault!!! told me so so so many great things bout new zealand. trying to tempt me to go new zealand izzit! say the cottage over there is abt 400K, 2 story high de. then in cave[=DD] on top got blue glowing worms lehx[me said i will carry umbrella inside[transparent de of course!]for the fear of worms droping onto my head. if i ever touch one worm, i will scream like hell]inside the cave also not like dry land de, got water. if i going NZ, i will definitely want to stay in a nice and clean resort in the countryside. that would be like.. a dream come true!!?? haha.
coming back home saw hongwei, sherman, and kenneth. they took the overhead bridge. me cross the road X= trying to catch up with someone. they saw me, then sherman said:10 demerit points!![for illegal crossing] i dun care anyway, not first time. many many students EVEN teachers also. lalala. board bus 960. go down le... the bus move, sherman[i think] and hongwei wave bye bye to me. i dunno why lai dat also very happy. cant help smiling. mind sot sot le... lalalalala
Monday, September 12, 2005
- 6:12 PM
I CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE!!! I HATE BEING BULLIED! U GUYS ARE OBVIOUSLY INVADING MY PRIVACY!!i treated my school diary like my personal one. can u at least respect that and not take it as when u want and read it? damn u chew yibin. u dun like ppl take ur things right? why go do it on some of the gals and me especially? that small paragraph i wrote in one page... i wrote it from the bottom of my heart. U GO TELL PPL!? U WAN TO PISS ME OFF BADLY THEN RETURN MY THINGS IZZIT!!?? those tears are of anger, and not other else. i haven forgiven ur that fren of else FOR STEPPING ON MY PAPER! AND STOP TAKING MY PENCIL CASE!
my attitude towards schoolwork or normal work has change. and the hatred i have towards my life is increasing. UNFAIR!
Sunday, September 11, 2005
- 7:05 PM
im facing alot of pressure this weekend. to what i dunno. i feel like crying.. for what i ALSO dunno. i feel like as if i can break down any moment... for WHAT I ALSO DUNNO. damn heaven for making me born unlucky. i hate my own life. whatever i do there is ALWAYS AT LEAST ONE DAMN MISTAKE. nvm if acc kena banned. DUN PLAY LAH. best is dun ever use the comp again. ARGH!i dun get the things back when i gave them to ppl. he asking me if i want the crystals back? i cried like shit immediately. at least can he treat it as a gift from a FRIEND? i purposely gave him that bottle with those words on it. he that time was really very important to me. first in everything. i treasure those crystals. WHERE HE KEPT THEM? my heart is like being broken and heal again every now and then. when is this thing going to end? im tired. im dead tired. i want to go into a deep and long slp. i want to forget everything. last time was only just an infatuation. i shouldnt have brought myself deep into this kind of thing when it does not have a gd ending. this is my very first shi lian.... my very first one...
Saturday, September 10, 2005
- 9:30 PM
i will change the song next time to shi jie zui mei de feng jing by 5566. a very nice song. fall in love with it the first time i hear it.i dunno why i doing this to myself. i admit, i still have a little feelings for him, that's why i wanna noe who he has fallen for... he got feeling dun wan to talk to me le..? i thought he all the time dun feel like talkin to me le after the last quarrel or sth..? he isn't my true one, my guy... and god would'n give him to me in the near future yet.. cos i know.... right now.. my age.. i should be concentratin on my studies isnt it..? if we two are meant to be tgt no obstacles would break us apart. i should have tried to forget him instead of letting the time do my thing. what im thinking..? what im doing..? what is it i WANT..? i cant possibly live myself in my own love life misery for so long... i had to let go eventually... having an own love one[opp gender]isn't important. why i so jian jue on having one..? i've nth to hide anymore... is it a fact that dreams are really the opposite of reality? if it is... whatever i dreamt wun come true. why must it always be what i want to happen come out in dreams instead of reality? heaven giving me hintS that he isn't the one for me? i heard ppl playing with fire crackers or sth dunno what it's call. on lantern festival.. probably go to the top of the carpark[where we usually rollerblade] and play with candles. he likes looking at the sky. for sceneries i dunno. but the scenery at the carpark is really a beautiful one. especially at night. think can see the brightest star last time he noticed. venus? told him abt that... but dunno if he remember.... that time he sent me home is the first and probably the last time we "look" at stars tgt. as the saying goes" treasure what u have before u lose it" losing sth u love deeply is really painful. yet there are lots and lots of ppl who doesnt treasure them. i believe[or probably im wrong], that one day.... soon............ i will be the happy-go-lucky gal again. the type of me everyone wish to see and like........
Friday, September 09, 2005
- 6:00 PM
very excited. why? i've done my hair!!! haha.went to aunty salon. do hair for bout 4 hrs. at first only thought want cut frindge and do treatment. but in the end is rebond frindge, cut hair to V shape, do treatment, and add a strike of red hair to my own one. nice lehx. wun want to remove, but will try to hide it as much as possible when go sch. feeling when that kelvin korkor do my hair is very funny. xin keep thumping hard. FUNNY. no wa y is like him also, cos he's way many times older than me. not bad or gd looking.. just average... love the smell of the rebond cream.ahh
think tmr will get over the feeling...
Thursday, September 08, 2005
- 12:19 PM
me post first before go pizza hut for lunch... with friends!! haha. i just love my this blog the tagboard.ytd play maple damn funny. i was with jocelyn in the sleepywood at dungeon. while we were in a very deep part of the place, jocelyn died!!since she was the only one between we two who can kill the monsters, i had to wait for her at a safe place, for how long? 15 mins bahx.. she find it so funny. cos my safe land is on a ladder. i dun dare to die, cos it means of the exp points going down.anyway, i waited for her. jonathan wanted to give me some meat, but by the time joc got there, she used nearly half le. and also, once she reached there she saw my graveyard. too late. trip's wasted. forgot if she got continue. later probably she will help me train and hopefully, she wun SCAM my acc. heex then comes the worse part. my brother so unreasonable. jonathan was passing "me"[cos i was in joc acc] things. becos we trade few times unsuccessful, jon said he would slowly drop them. i was curious bout what's in joc inventory, then didnt know that jon would drop the things so fast. since someone drop sth, others can just take. jon drop the man pots which was meant for joc or me, i forgot, and that freaking idiot just go take it. still say sth damn unreasonable.man, we three were so pissed off by him. ok, i gtg le... arghxx.. he still haven return the HUNDRED mana pots. joc gonna deframe him. orbi quack.
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
- 5:56 PM
post first before letting brother use.morning play maple. brother didn't go concord for tkd. WHY?? dun wanna go. i was so mad at him. last sentence he said"shut up lah. talk so much" then i cried.no manners. he indeed have no manners. to parents, adults also no manners. everytime feel like slapping him hard on the face. but this morning de nv. just threw my small bolster towards the wall. gd way of venting one's anger. anyway, not quite alot of things happen when playing maple. except that jocelyn fren not playing along with us. he very pro lehx. lvl 57 i think. magician. hope to get hold of his email, and also get to know him better.. =P
right now only lvl 13. but me will play hard.. go to higher lvl! must buy myself the hats, the boots and of course.. MORE WANDS!! haha. i hate Sleepwood. that place got alot of mushrooms monsters de i cannot kill even use the magic claws[double attack].haizx. must train harder. also, must buy lotsa mana and hp potion.
before that i was watching the eye2. to me.. scary sia. cos me is like.... HARDLY RARELY ever watch scary movies. me prefer magic one.. like... HARRYPOTTER! anyways, back to the eye2. mediacorp de show[who dun noe =.=] the sentence "beside every pregnant woman stands a sprit awaiting the next life." really frightened me. ask my mom, she said that that is only just a show. but somehow i still got the frighten feeling. hopeless eh me... haizx...
-thx for being my kor! ^^
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
- 8:42 PM
the first post using the new notebook/laptop.. anything. the keyboard or whatever it's call is great to type.. haha.everything also very clear. think mom wun be using tis to play her runescape.. to her lag i think. the comp in my bedroom still the best.. haha. anyway, i think the music is taking too long.. buffering for like how many minutes still haven play.. ahh.. finally...didnt go to concord today. everytime i go also wu suo shi shi one. wun be going down tmr either. but i will ask my brother to tao the qian from kx back. if he dun return the money, im gonna find his address and write on the wall outside his home. heard from himself derrick live near him.. next block?
had the hansvision enrichment today. i think it's dead stupid. if it's not counted in the SA or Ca or anything.. i woulnt be showing myself there. i mean, it's like wasting time since i know how to use. i would rather spend my time playing maple. maple! i love those little creatures... hem.. i mean the human.. so cute! last time my character was a warrior. now is magician. being a magician can KS. i ks ppl, ppl do back the same. retribution. haha. jocelyn jonathan also playing. jocelyn magician also. jon's a rougue[spelling should be like that]
ok.. im going to choose desktop picture for this notebook le..
Monday, September 05, 2005
- 7:03 PM
notebook will be delievered tmr.. cant wait..
Sunday, September 04, 2005
- 3:03 PM
new life~ delete everything
Friday, September 02, 2005
- 5:43 PM
it should be kelly and not kelvin!!!! not him!!! kelly is alot better than kelvin! she should be the superstar. i may be happy for kelvin, but i still rather kelly be the winner.today got back report book. i think principal's msges are only a waste of space. it's not that i jealous that my fren has the principal's msg on his or her report paper, i have. but it's always the same old words.
after sch was chinese oral. we were having a great time in class 4-10. yibin[as usual] and ivan sTarted the whole thingy. they were using rubber band and paper shooting ppl. the first victim was me, they used a ruler instead. didnt aim properly. then yibin started the paper thingy. shot mie mie's eye.
didnt go to concord. many many things to hold. damn heavy, and at 4+ still havent had my lunch. so poor thing eh. took taxi with yaxin back home. anyway, before we went home, yaxin was like.. very frightened, asking geraldine to go with her to the staircase to get her report book. why was it at the staircase?
yaxin just finished her oral. she was coming down to the canteen to meet the rest of us. then, while she was coming, she saw this black figure[it was there ever since the pupils played the oujio board........... ] the black figure she saw on the nite of lau pat sat performance back at rgt. it was standing on the staircase. after the lau pat sat performance she fell sick. high fever. mom said that if someone saw those... dirty things, sure will get high fever. cos she saw a few times. then for yrs or months she dreamt of the same dream. she dreamt she was surrounded by candles. scary. last time at jocelyn house me, my mom, jocelyn and her dad, we were talking bout ghosts. jocelyn said her pri sch was haunted. or the ghost who loves what bananas or,... whatever... haizx....