Monday, September 19, 2005
- 10:10 PM
I DID NOT DYE MY HAIR, IDIOTS. THAT IS CALL HAIR EXTENSION
im seriously in a very foul mood. dun disturb!!! ytd.. lantern festival; didnt enjoy one bit of the day, only when outside with jocelyn. we went to watch the show " 1 more chance " 3 ge hao ren. very touching. i cried. joanna and she said i look like ah lian.. probably didnt dress as nerdy as before. and i wasnt wearing shoes. nite time went downstairs with bro. i was b0red to tears![but didnt cry la] played with the candles; only use three boxes. find it very lame. dunno why whole time sian sian de. wanted to spent my day with someone actually. but then he was BOOKED. find the whole candle thingy damn lame. if cousins around then will be more fun.. the last time i stop using a lantern when was the time my lantern caught fire. i cried. lame. then after that started playing with candles. remembered one time p3[dunno same yr as lantern burnt]saw my frens at CC.never talk to them liao.
today in school worse. that either dammit xue jin or wee boon go pull my red hair. THOUGHT I DYE. STUPID FOOLS. shouted at them; no feeling. dun even noe i angry or what. always PICK ON ME. NO OTHER GALS TO PICK ON IZZIT!? [glad that chew yibin didnt come]
dun wanna talk abt just now the maple. it was disastrous. i last time use that one over brother computer kena notice liao. i was afraid of kena banned that's why i didnt go in.. even if i went in it's only a short period of time and very less protection. since i said that.. why dun he report me, my cousin and brother? i knew someone who scam ppl, wanna report too? i logged out just now one: i was scared that u will report me. two: i was freaking furious. scared rather than furious. report me is for my own gd, i noe.
i couldnt handle my emotions. WHY CANT I JUST BE LIKE OTHERS!!? WHY CANT I BE LIKE OTHERS WHO SHI LIAN LE THEN ABLE TO FORGET HIM!!? WHY-I-JUST-CANT-!!? WHY I WOULD RATHER LIVE IN MISERY THAN A LIFE FULL OF LAUGHTER!? all i ever wanted is someone to hug.. someone to love me[not family love].. i want to love that person back.... someone to be there for me when i need him very badly. someone to talk to........ half of my brain is classified as the "misery compartment"
about myself
pamela``
capricorn
monkey``[with bare buttocks!]
01011993``
top of list:MUSIC!!
money``
sea
fun
roller-blading``
badminton``
singing~~~~~
drawing!!`
comics
taekwondo
top of list:SMELLY SIMON
2nd of list:LKK
school``
lessons
hypocrites``
roti prata``
getting fat
no money``
not getting what i want``
really big attitude ppl
ge dou tian wang cd and dian shi yuan shen dai
to be friends with all the taiwan singers!
more money and cds
good grades``
go to melbourne again
wake up and smell the morning breakfast smell back in the house in mel.
to be able to see snow``
a condo with stairs``
high school musical music cd``
more taiwan idol dramas``
6B'04 CLASS GATHERING!![see this 6B ppl!]
a guy[boyfriend]to pamper me
dog; or
hamster; or
guinea pig as pet``
finally: to kick simon in the ass
