Saturday, September 10, 2005
- 9:30 PM
i will change the song next time to shi jie zui mei de feng jing by 5566. a very nice song. fall in love with it the first time i hear it.
i dunno why i doing this to myself. i admit, i still have a little feelings for him, that's why i wanna noe who he has fallen for... he got feeling dun wan to talk to me le..? i thought he all the time dun feel like talkin to me le after the last quarrel or sth..? he isn't my true one, my guy... and god would'n give him to me in the near future yet.. cos i know.... right now.. my age.. i should be concentratin on my studies isnt it..? if we two are meant to be tgt no obstacles would break us apart. i should have tried to forget him instead of letting the time do my thing. what im thinking..? what im doing..? what is it i WANT..? i cant possibly live myself in my own love life misery for so long... i had to let go eventually... having an own love one[opp gender]isn't important. why i so jian jue on having one..? i've nth to hide anymore... is it a fact that dreams are really the opposite of reality? if it is... whatever i dreamt wun come true. why must it always be what i want to happen come out in dreams instead of reality? heaven giving me hintS that he isn't the one for me? i heard ppl playing with fire crackers or sth dunno what it's call. on lantern festival.. probably go to the top of the carpark[where we usually rollerblade] and play with candles. he likes looking at the sky. for sceneries i dunno. but the scenery at the carpark is really a beautiful one. especially at night. think can see the brightest star last time he noticed. venus? told him abt that... but dunno if he remember.... that time he sent me home is the first and probably the last time we "look" at stars tgt. as the saying goes" treasure what u have before u lose it" losing sth u love deeply is really painful. yet there are lots and lots of ppl who doesnt treasure them. i believe[or probably im wrong], that one day.... soon............ i will be the happy-go-lucky gal again. the type of me everyone wish to see and like........
about myself
pamela``
capricorn
monkey``[with bare buttocks!]
01011993``
top of list:MUSIC!!
money``
sea
fun
roller-blading``
badminton``
singing~~~~~
drawing!!`
comics
taekwondo
top of list:SMELLY SIMON
2nd of list:LKK
school``
lessons
hypocrites``
roti prata``
getting fat
no money``
not getting what i want``
really big attitude ppl
ge dou tian wang cd and dian shi yuan shen dai
to be friends with all the taiwan singers!
more money and cds
good grades``
go to melbourne again
wake up and smell the morning breakfast smell back in the house in mel.
to be able to see snow``
a condo with stairs``
high school musical music cd``
more taiwan idol dramas``
6B'04 CLASS GATHERING!![see this 6B ppl!]
a guy[boyfriend]to pamper me
dog; or
hamster; or
guinea pig as pet``
finally: to kick simon in the ass
