Sunday, September 11, 2005
- 7:05 PM
im facing alot of pressure this weekend. to what i dunno. i feel like crying.. for what i ALSO dunno. i feel like as if i can break down any moment... for WHAT I ALSO DUNNO. damn heaven for making me born unlucky. i hate my own life. whatever i do there is ALWAYS AT LEAST ONE DAMN MISTAKE. nvm if acc kena banned. DUN PLAY LAH. best is dun ever use the comp again. ARGH!
i dun get the things back when i gave them to ppl. he asking me if i want the crystals back? i cried like shit immediately. at least can he treat it as a gift from a FRIEND? i purposely gave him that bottle with those words on it. he that time was really very important to me. first in everything. i treasure those crystals. WHERE HE KEPT THEM? my heart is like being broken and heal again every now and then. when is this thing going to end? im tired. im dead tired. i want to go into a deep and long slp. i want to forget everything. last time was only just an infatuation. i shouldnt have brought myself deep into this kind of thing when it does not have a gd ending. this is my very first shi lian.... my very first one...
about myself
pamela``
capricorn
monkey``[with bare buttocks!]
01011993``
top of list:MUSIC!!
money``
sea
fun
roller-blading``
badminton``
singing~~~~~
drawing!!`
comics
taekwondo
top of list:SMELLY SIMON
2nd of list:LKK
school``
lessons
hypocrites``
roti prata``
getting fat
no money``
not getting what i want``
really big attitude ppl
ge dou tian wang cd and dian shi yuan shen dai
to be friends with all the taiwan singers!
more money and cds
good grades``
go to melbourne again
wake up and smell the morning breakfast smell back in the house in mel.
to be able to see snow``
a condo with stairs``
high school musical music cd``
more taiwan idol dramas``
6B'04 CLASS GATHERING!![see this 6B ppl!]
a guy[boyfriend]to pamper me
dog; or
hamster; or
guinea pig as pet``
finally: to kick simon in the ass
